Snuff by Slipknot. Here are the lyrics. This describes how I am feeling pretty much...

Bury all your secrets in my skin

Come away with innocence and leave me with my sins

The air around me still feels like a cage

And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again

So if you love me let me go

And run away before I know

My heart is just too dark to care

I cant destroy what isn't there

To live with me into my fate

If Im alone I cannot hate

I dont deserve to have you

My smile was taken long ago

If I can change I hope I never know

I still press your letters to my lips

And cherish them in parts of me, saver every kiss

I couldn't face a life without your light

But all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fight

So save your breath I will not hear

I think I made it very clear

You couldn't hate enough to love

Is that supposed to be enough?

I only wish you weren't my friend

Then I could hurt you in the end

I never claimed to be a saint

My hope was banished long ago

It took attempt before to let you go

So break yourself against my stones

And spit your pity in my soul

You never needed any help

You sold me out to save yourself

And I wont listen to your shame

You ran away your all the same

Angels lie to keep control

My love was punished long ago

If you still care don't ever let me know

If you still care don't ever let me know