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Arch-Angel

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Read this first.

 

 

 

Due to a snowstorm, meeting Michelle was dumped. I've tried to keep in contact with her but my life got too busy in the last two (or was it three?) weeks. You guys would know, I haven't made an entry in a WHILE.

 

 

 

Lemme see if I can get all the names...

  1. Barbie
  2. Tyanie
  3. Lee Anne
  4. Stephanie
  5. Stephanie (there are two)
  6. Jill
  7. Rachael
  8. Emma
  9. Ms. Anonymous
  10. Adrianna
  11. Michelle
  12. Vanessa
  13. Carley
  14. Carley (there are two)
  15. Sydney
  16. Elizabeth
  17. Eleanor
  18. Monica
  19. Rachel
  20. Amanda
  21. Danielle
  22. Megan
  23. Katie
  24. Britteny
  25. Aline
  26. Deanna
  27. Amy
  28. Lea
  29. Anna
  30. Sandie
  31. Sarah
  32. Olivia
Those are the names of every girl I've fallen for since the last entry.

 

This "Crush Rush" was killing me. In two hours of loving one girl, I'm loving the next. It was torturous; loving a girl and making plans to ask them out, only to switch up and start loving another chica!

 

I decided to talk to Rachael about it. She's really now considered one of my best amigas (and I'm apparently one of her best guy friends) and she wanted to do a process of elimination thing after I made the list above. She knew she was one of them, but when she asked 'Which one of these girls do you think you love more?'...

 

...Well I was honest with her, and she was kind of shocked it was her.

 

I mean, seriously. Rachael is a beautiful girl with a love for theater, a sarcastic sense of humor and a love for fun (not the bad fun) and she just so much more of what I love and who I can trust.

 

Though I was quick to tell her that I'm one-hundred percent fine with being friends. It doesn't have to go anywhere. If she sees me only as a friend, what I am to do besides be her friend, which is exactly what I'm happy to be?

 

Of course, the Crush Rush is still continuing, but I still got love for Rachael. Right now, I love her as a best friend.

 

 

Last Saturday was Theater Exchange. An event made 17 years ago involving multiple schools across the state of Massachusetts where they all come over a hosting school for students to see others perform. At first I was nervous, but soon after I met the people, I felt at home again like I do on stage. I got to meet a good number of people (hey, when you have 150+ kids from other towns pop up, meeting and remembering twenty people is an accomplishment worth a load of brownie points) and we played volleyball. Of course, I owned.

 

We finally got to watch the performances after hanging out and going to acting classes (for the sake of enjoyment) and I've got to say, five hours of watching seven plays (including doing our play) is exhausting... for the jaw. Comedies were dominating. I don't think the shows could've ended better without 'The Underpants'. It sounds ridiculous, but if you get the chance to watch it, you'll realize the there is more innuendo in there in about 35 minutes then there are in all the BZP Chatrooms on AIM in a week combined. It's my absolute favorite play, hands down.

 

Days pass, nights disappear, and on Friday of the 13th day, good things happen.

 

Or is it good?

 

It might all come crashing down on me in the end, but it happens.

 

You see, this entry has been a draft for quite a while, and with more and more girls asking who I liked, I needed something to explain.

 

So I showed the girls the list above. All of the girls I've explained it to are on that list.

 

With about five girls knowing about the Crush Rush, you'd think I've all but ruin my plans of getting a girlfriend.

 

Nah.

 

You see, though I may or may not love one of them right now, love is not bothering me too much at the moment. On Valentines Day, I was blasting my favorite love songs in my room as a went about my day. I had nooooo pressures, no sorrow, but no complete happiness.

 

You know you can enjoy Valentines Day alone if you have ever truly loved someone with all your devotion.

 

~AA

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Necro

I personally vote for musical instruments. I can sit on the couch for hours playing guitar and assume it's been thirty minutes, it's a great time-killer and way to get your mind off things. Plus if you get angry and be harsh on it, usually the worst that happens is a broken string.

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Necro
..Maybe you need a hobby. Model trains are always good.

Since for what reason would I need a hobby?

 

~AA

 

To keep your mind from wondering from girl to girl.

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Arch-Angel
..Maybe you need a hobby. Model trains are always good.

Since for what reason would I need a hobby?

 

~AA

 

To keep your mind from wondering from girl to girl.

There's not enough Pepsi for that.

 

~AA

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Lady Kopaka

You're forgiven sir, but shhh, it's a secret. :P

 

Well actually I have the longer version of it spelled in some hebrew version I thinks, but yeah, I go by Suzie too. '-'

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Arch-Angel
You're forgiven sir, but shhh, it's a secret. :P

 

Well actually I have the longer version of it spelled in some hebrew version I thinks, but yeah, I go by Suzie too. '-'

I came from Alabama

With my banjo on my knee,

I'm goin' to Louisiana

My true love for to see;

It rained all night the day I left,

The weather it was dry;

The sun so hot I froze to death;

Susanna, don't you cry.

 

O, Susanna,

O, don't you cry for me,

I've come from Alabama

With my banjo on my knee.

O, Susanna,

O, don't you cry for me,

'Cause I'm goin' to Louisiana,

My true love for to see.

 

I had a dream the other night

When ev'rything was still;

I thought I saw Susanna

A-comin' down the hill;

The buckwheat cake was in her mouth,

The tear was in her eye;

Says I, I'm comin' from the south,

Susanna, don't you cry.

 

O, Susanna,

O, don't you cry for me,

I've come from Alabama

With my banjo on my knee.

O, Susanna,

O, don't you cry for me,

'Cause I'm goin' to Louisiana,

My true love for to see.

 

I soon will be in New Orleans,

And then I'll look around,

And when I find Susanna

I'll fall upon the ground.

And if I do not find her,

Then I will surely die,

And when I'm dead and buried,

Susanna, don't you cry.

 

O, Susanna,

O, don't you cry for me,

I've come from Alabama

With my banjo on my knee.

O, Susanna,

O, don't you cry for me,

'Cause I'm goin' to Louisiana,

My true love for to see.

 

~AA

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..Maybe you need a hobby. Model trains are always good.

Since for what reason would I need a hobby?

 

~AA

 

To keep your mind from wondering from girl to girl.

There's not enough Pepsi for that.

 

~AA

 

Still, lusting after chicks like this isn't healthy. It sounds to me like your life needs some more foundations to be more healthy.

 

Just sayin'.

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Arch-Angel
..Maybe you need a hobby. Model trains are always good.

Since for what reason would I need a hobby?

 

~AA

 

To keep your mind from wondering from girl to girl.

There's not enough Pepsi for that.

 

~AA

 

Still, lusting after chicks like this isn't healthy. It sounds to me like your life needs some more foundations to be more healthy.

 

Just sayin'.

Dear God, I thought I told people it isn't lust! I got over those hormones Lord knows how long ago.

 

Their personalities, the very essence of who they truly are, make them beautiful!

 

~AA

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..Maybe you need a hobby. Model trains are always good.

Since for what reason would I need a hobby?

 

~AA

 

To keep your mind from wondering from girl to girl.

There's not enough Pepsi for that.

 

~AA

 

Still, lusting after chicks like this isn't healthy. It sounds to me like your life needs some more foundations to be more healthy.

 

Just sayin'.

Dear God, I thought I told people it isn't lust! I got over those hormones Lord knows how long ago.

 

Their personalities, the very essence of who they truly are, make them beautiful!

 

~AA

 

 

And? You're still crushin' on a HUGE amount of people like that. Need something to fill that partnership spot in so you can instead value them as friends all at once.

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Lady Kopaka
You're forgiven sir, but shhh, it's a secret. :P

 

Well actually I have the longer version of it spelled in some hebrew version I thinks, but yeah, I go by Suzie too. '-'

I came from Alabama

With my banjo on my knee,

I'm goin' to Louisiana

My true love for to see;

It rained all night the day I left,

The weather it was dry;

The sun so hot I froze to death;

Susanna, don't you cry.

 

O, Susanna,

O, don't you cry for me,

I've come from Alabama

With my banjo on my knee.

O, Susanna,

O, don't you cry for me,

'Cause I'm goin' to Louisiana,

My true love for to see.

 

I had a dream the other night

When ev'rything was still;

I thought I saw Susanna

A-comin' down the hill;

The buckwheat cake was in her mouth,

The tear was in her eye;

Says I, I'm comin' from the south,

Susanna, don't you cry.

 

O, Susanna,

O, don't you cry for me,

I've come from Alabama

With my banjo on my knee.

O, Susanna,

O, don't you cry for me,

'Cause I'm goin' to Louisiana,

My true love for to see.

 

I soon will be in New Orleans,

And then I'll look around,

And when I find Susanna

I'll fall upon the ground.

And if I do not find her,

Then I will surely die,

And when I'm dead and buried,

Susanna, don't you cry.

 

O, Susanna,

O, don't you cry for me,

I've come from Alabama

With my banjo on my knee.

O, Susanna,

O, don't you cry for me,

'Cause I'm goin' to Louisiana,

My true love for to see.

 

~AA

That was just too expected, that it was unexpected. :P

 

...do you know, my dear friend, how many times I've had to put up with that song? I have considered telling people my middle name so I suddenly don't have some musical following me around. xDDD

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