Move along, Move along Just to Make it Through.

Another annal of my life... Great...

Anyway, You know that girl from my last entry?

Yeah... I found out through the grape vine (my little brother) last night that she asked another guy for his number.

Now I got angry, sure. Almost exploded. I mean, I freakin asked her straight up last sunday if she wanted me to back off or what.

People are ignorant, man. I hear that she even mocks me behind my back sometimes...

But yeah, I exploded last night, then I did something I haven't done in a long time. I prayed. Not the usual "Oh God, please help me with my day-to-day life" junk. I seriously prayed.

Then I woke up this morning to a miracle.

I was over it! I was over her, I was over the anger! For the first time in months, and possibly even years, I was at peace with myself! I was happy!

Just when I needed it the most, you know? Just when I thought I'd never be happy again.

I've moved on!

I realized that she doesn't deserve me. I used to think it was the other way around. But who was coming straight out with it? I was. She just kept beating around the bush.

Now, I look forward to the future.

I assure you, fellow BZPers, hard times will pass!

~GN (Y)