Ben's Always Busy
I need to study more, that much is obvious. At least twice as much as I am now, and harder.
But somebody please tell me I'm not incorrect in thinking (knowing) that college is not study study study 24/7.
It really killed me one day in senior year of HS when a friend said "Ben's always busy." While I hung out (anime club and conventions, school newspaper), I was jealous, for lack of a better word, of my friends who did stuff on the weekends. Then at college, I no longer had to hide in my room studying all day or else my parents would ask if I had homework to do or make me feel like I had to justify what I was doing.
But maybe I was too free.
Anyway, don't suggest I make them try to see my view. Tried that tonight. They want me to study constantly and leave me with 3-10 hours of free time a week. (I guess I shouldn't mention the possibility of becoming student campus minister in the CCM...not to mention a few other things, like wanting a job. Good thing I didn't tell them about NaNo, though they're bound to find out when my friends and I do it in June.)
-CF
(And once again internet anonymity strikes again, because if I posted an even longer rant for my friends IRL they'd all get worried about me.)*
*Apologies to those few BZPers I talk with constantly that I know better than a lot of other people over the internet.
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