Potential Leave
It's occured to me tonight that, as whiny and pedantic and cliche as this sounds, I've done nothing worthwhile with my life. I'm behind on my schoolwork, I spend hours telling people I don't even know things I wouldn't tell my own family, I've done nothing sigificant, I can't get my frustration out without breaking things and making things worse, there are
people who have done more than I have, could, can and probably ever will do in a fraction of the time I've been alive, because of the Internet on average I get to sleep at 6 am and wake up at 4 pm, I'm living with people who I love but can't stand and need to get some time away from but can't, with my brother shooting for a doctorate in aerospace engineering, literally one of both the hardest and most expensive subjects to major in, I'll be lucky if I get a bachelors degree from a community college, and I can't even deliver a promise I made almost a year ago for thirty freaking minutes of recorded audio.
I have no idea what I'm palnningto do with my life rift now. I'll try and stay on, but in all likelihood, if things continue how they are right now, I may be taking a short hiatus.
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