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  1. Lady Kopaka
    *Comment time*
     
    Yes, I named my computer Lucas...And I need to name my MP3 player to...Mmhh...
    ________________
     
    I'm a sad little girl, my entry is doing terrible. Only 6 votes....But hey, I can't blame them, it wasn't the best entry, and I had to get stuck with LZ0Z and those two other guys that I forgot there names.
     
    Looking Nikira has over 90 votes, I have a feeeling she'll win for sure, all those hard years of art and twice she didn't make it, so she deserves it.
     
    Well, right now I am in one of those moods when your just down in the dumps and even though everyone claims that you did a good job on things, you still hit your head against the wall. *Sigh* I guess I am just being a spoiled sport, so I guess I need to stop complaining....
     
    Well, a peice of a chocolate cake calls my name, that should make me feel better. And I need to get it before some of the family comes back from church. (My sister, grandma and I didn't go, to prepare for lunch)
     
    So see ya.
     
    ART NEWS:
    Atleast 7 pictures almost completed and ready to scan! Thats quite a lot, and a few I am very proud with. I still need to work on my coloring though....
     
    Also, when I get home, I will take a picture of my Titanic picture and a few other paintings I have done and show 'em here possibly.
     
     
  2. Lady Kopaka

    !important!

    By Lady Kopaka,

    Some few things I'd like to point out and this is important:
     
    1. I am no longer taking requests. At ALL. Sadly, this means I am going to discontinue any requests I have going, or that are in my list. I just don't have time to do it anymore and it's just dead weight hanging in the back of my mind. I'm REALLY sorry to the requesters and I'll try to get around to personally PMing them and apologizing.
    The only requests I will be doing is one from Beliwa, and finishing an art-trade with Ranna.
     
    2. I am not going to finish my 'Toa of Nations' project. I just don't have time to deal with a bunch of countries nor try to figure everything out when I got a bunch of other projects going. I know this is disappointing, especially to the people who were excited to see their countries drawn out. I though, might get around to drawing a few though in all due time, but I probably will never finish the 25 that I planned to do.
     
    3. Right now I’m not accepting art-trades, I’m trying to finish up Ranna’s now and after that I’ll consider thinking about it, but I probably will only accept it with close friends.
     
    4. Considering accepting commissions though (paid requests), but once again lack of time might even stop me from doing that.
     
    5. Even if I don't accept requests now, I will always be happy to hear your suggestions or ideas on what I can draw, Bionicle or not.
     
    ----
     
    As you can see it’s mainly time and a million other projects that are taking its toll on my art, another factor is I draw much faster, better and I have more fun when I *want* to draw stuff. While requests are fun, they really are not worth it most of the time.
     
    Once again, sorry guys. I’ll try to post this in my art topic soon too.
  3. Lady Kopaka

    "i'm A Brownie!"

    By Lady Kopaka,

    Yeah so like...so after church a friend of mine were chatting about Animes, (Mainly Full Metal Alchemist) and one of my brothers friends comes tromping up...
     
    "Was it just me or is everyone wearing white today?" Ben questioned, looking towards me, and then strained his neck to stare at my giant of a friend, Taylor who was leaning against the wall.
    I and my friend Taylor inspect the area, it comes to my attention that he is very much right. Even Taylor was wearing white; I stare at him strangely, and then back at the younger kid.
    "Yeah you're right." I responded, I was going to continue, but Taylor interrupted me as he straightened his white dress shirt.
    “Yeah, your wearing white…I’m wearing white, even Su—Wait your wearing brown.”
    “Uh huh…” I paused for a second, and quickly added, “I’m a brownie!”
    The two freeze, and stare at me oddly, another friend of mine who was beside us doing other various things overheard the conversation, bent slightly and looked at me with raised eyebrows. I looked back at Taylor and just grinned, my face slightly blushing from underneath my thousands of freckles, suddenly discovering the joke I had accidently made.
    "But...I like brownies!"
     
     
    …
     
    That was probably the funniest conversation I have had in ages. XD
  4. Lady Kopaka

    [/in An Artist Mood]

    By Lady Kopaka,

    Ok, I didn't murder it, I organized it. So hopefully I'll be able to reply to PM's faster and stuff...Yeah. So everyone, glomp me with PM's. Because it really feels that I was so bad at not replying to PM's earlier, I've might have hurt people’s feelings. ;_;
     
    Let me see how I can make this a decent post without killing everyone with my longwinded entries...
     
    On an art note, I am really glad everyone enjoyed the new art update. I really wasn’t expecting my new Indy Toa picture to be that good, but the only reason I didn't like it was because of his right foot, looks way to skinny.
    While I liked my Hahli picture and is proud on the coloring, I agree on whoever commented it, the mask didn't end that well.
    And the 'Dark Toa' seems to be another successful picture, I really loved how the coloring ended up, but I don't think his feet matched his evil looking...ness.
    And I finally found my request in my other sketchbook. I will be scanning one, and then I will color it. BUT, I have decided that the other will have to be redone, I really don't like how it’s turning...But I am back in the mood for drawing lots of Bionicle, so you guys might get updates faster.
     
    Though I have been thinking....And a thinking'....
     
    Should I reopen my request list soon? ^^
     
    EDIT: Forgot to point out, I'm working on making weekly tutorials for those billions of people who have asked me for art tips.
  6. Lady Kopaka

    *blows Up Math*

    By Lady Kopaka,

    Current Mood:
    Currently Listening to: Your Love Is Better Than Life - Newsboys
     
    Quick note everyone, for this week I'll be very busy with school, so this will probably be my only entry for this week. And don't expect me to get on much on MSN/YIM, etc; I'm kind of banned from the computer and art. So yeah....it sucks. >> And it isn't even all my fault that I am lagging a bit behind in it, I just need help. And mom never has time to help me. She's always focusing her time on my brothers...and one of them is 11 and already starting Pre Algebra!
     
    [/end rant]
     
    Anyway, I bet yall was wondering who won the contest thing right? Well, many of you suggested Mata Nui, I actually was going to choose him, but after some thought, I changed it to....
     
    Zaktan!
     
    And seemingly, the only person that guessed that was Aanchir! So congrats and here is your reward:
     

     
    Hey, I didn't say anything about the drawing. But seriously, I'll do a contest later with a real drawing by me. (I hope I didn't flip anyone off by this, I'm just to busy to draw something better now!)
     
    And now excuse me as I go do a Smoovie to calm my nerves.
    (Smoothie + Movie= Smoovie)
  7. Lady Kopaka
    This will be a short entry since I am sick(AGAIN ><) and tired...and I need to work on my epic/artwork.
     
    Yay for me! Yesterday was my 1 year at BZP, once I get my big art pic up(Thank you Swert for the idea), and update my epic...I'll make a nice long post saying a nice long speech on the one year here. But once agian, sorry for me being kind of dead lately....Or I guess not dead as I am still rather active here, but I haven't updated any art in awhile...So forgive me. Life is hard at times.
     
    Ah yes and I will poke this out on a random note...
     
    Dr. B finds my accent very weird. =3
     
    ....
     
    Zomg! Indiana Jones is on! *Goes to watch*
  8. Lady Kopaka

    *hugs Blog*

    By Lady Kopaka,

    (Btw, sorry about deleting the first entry, I decided to put a ‘divider’ between my old and new entries.)
     
    I LOVE THE ONE WEEK PREMIER MEMBER....THING! I LOVE YOU BZP! *Squeals and hugs*
     
    I would have really had gotten a PMship myself, but sadly my parents would not like or allow me to 'waste' my money on a Bionicle site. So I'm really sad. ;-; So I am sorry I kind of left you hanging, when my PMship ended, it was very unexpected.
     
    So yeah...It is so nice to be posting here again! I hope everyone remembers me. =D And now after I post this entry, I go to update my bio thing, that is very much out of date.
     
    So...I really can't think of much to say at this exact second besides.....YAY! <3
  9. Lady Kopaka

    *murders Pm Box*

    By Lady Kopaka,

    Um, I was cleaning out my PM box so I could actually do some good in the world, and I deleted all the PM's I still needed to reply to.
     
    So um. Could you guys PLEASE PM me whenever you able on PM's that I didn't reply to or any of the sort, this would be a good time now that I have more time to reply to PM's.
     
    Sorry.
  10. Lady Kopaka
    Hey sweet, I am in 6th place for the polls. Yayz for Amigo, Nikira and Turakii though.
     
    Well, going through the Indiana Jones faze....I thought of making an epic for my Bionicle Indy guy, but since I have another planned Epic almost ready to post, and I don't think I can handle doing two Epics at once. (Maybe if I wasn’t doing art here. But eh) so I have decided for the moment, to just make a short story for him now and write a longer story later. So just expect a short story within a week or so about that. I already got a page for it. And so far it’s really cool.
     
    Ok, I need to stop saying 'I am going to update my art within a day or so' because I never do. In fact, I update at random times. So once again guys, just bear with me, I need to finish some unfinished stuff, which is mainly fixing up some errors in my sketching or finishing coloring. But let me say, I love how Kongu Inika ended, though I might still have to work on his mask.
     
     
    Well, with not much to say, I was meaning to put this up on Speak like a Pirate day, but I forgot. So...
     
    Argh! <<You need to click that.
     
    Haha, and guesses about that? Spooky, I know. But its fun to listen to.
     
    ….Yeah, and I am not feeling the best for reasons…I need a big bowl of ice cream. Chocolate ice cream.
  11. Lady Kopaka

    *slips In*

    By Lady Kopaka,

    I guess I should say hi again, I haven't been on much. Actually I've been gone all day doing crazy stuff for school and things with friends from 7am to 6pm. :|
     
    But there is a good thing; today has been ok, even though rather busy. My friend had a bunch of old comics of Bionicle and gave them to me today, which was almost every issue from 2002-2007 (Amazing yus?). Which makes me pretty happy since I don't get the magazine. Also he let me have a few anime’s to borrow on DVD. So I am pretty entertained for awhile.
     
    And Final Fantasy XII is amazing. Thanks Omicron and TLH for getting me in the series.
     
    Art has been ok, I've been so busy with homework art for a class I've been taking. It isn't much for you guys like Bionicle stuff, but nevertheless I've been practicing a lot with coloured pencils only and without using pencil/pen. It’s much more fun than some can think. Speaking of which, I do have a drawing to give to Turakii and Omicron, and none better timing since Turakii's birthday was just here a few days ago and Omicron's is coming up. I'll try to finish and scan soon.
     
    I hope you guys have been doing well; I'll try to get on again soon.
  12. Lady Kopaka

    *twitch*

    By Lady Kopaka,

    AHAHA I FINISHED IT.
     
    Well, not really. It's unfinished. But it will be finished! But the unfinished can't be finished because it was already entered two minutes before the deadline, so unfinished it must stay. Yep.
     
    Uh yeah, talking about S&T. I got up at 7AM this morning and just finished working on it. The only break I had was when I ran to VF and Rapi screaming "I CAN'T DOOO THIS."
     
    But I did. Sorta. *hands fall off*
     
    I'll post the topic soonish, and I'll hopefully get the fully completed drawing up in a few days.
     
    Me? Going crazy? Naaah, I lost sanity years ago. I just apparently lost more after this...I have learned a new meaning to the term 'speedpainting'.
  14. Lady Kopaka

    >_<

    By Lady Kopaka,

    Yay, BZP is back!
     
    ...
     
    ARGH ARGH ARGH. I'm trying to finish my side of the Art Trade with Ranna, but PRIDAKS STUPID FACE WONT LET ME DRAW HIM. AAAAGGHGH!
     
    ...And I really, really do not want to start over. >_<
     
    Yeah I'm fine. :| How are you?
  15. Lady Kopaka
    Stardate 7.5.06
     
    Aye yah! I was going to update this mornin’ and forgot to.
     
    Lately I have been having trouble sleeping. When I go to bed (Around 10'sh), I fall asleep just fine. But during the night around 12-4, I wake up and CANNOT fall asleep again, it’s very stressing. So what I have been doing is when that happens, I will have to go into the living room and when I try to fall asleep on the couch...I do. Heh, my bed must be getting uncomfy, I can feel the springs and it’s really flat....How old IS that mattress?
     
    Well, onto a lighter note, remember that HUGE project I was working on for my dad? I had to download and stuff to over 860 files (Which BTW took up 6GB on my computer). That’s been mainly dragging me around and also why you haven't seen me post any new art updates, because I have been focusing on that.
    Well guess what? I FINALLY finished it, and got 50 wonderful dollars! I am much closer to saving up for my Electric Guitar....Not sure how I will afford GW: Factions or any new Bionicle’s, but I will somehow....Anyway; I only get one Bionicle every few months.
     
    I got to go visit my friend that I only get to see about once or twice a year. (They live in FL) So it was nice to see him, though we mostly played around on Guild Wars and some other video games, watched a Mr. Bean movie, and by then we had to leave for Wednesday night church. Good thing is that we got to eat tacos, yum.
     
    At church, I usually go to a bible study with most of the other girls in our church, but my friend, as a boy wanted to go to the Youth Group and do the big water gun fight and stuff, so I go to the Youth Group that I totally despise(To tired to explain the mess). It was fun, but I really didn't have much fun, and worst of all my favorite shoes got all wet and muddy.
     
    I am at home, and really tired, so good night all.
     
    Stardate out.
     
  16. Lady Kopaka
    This ere' is my long and useless speech for my 1 year. Over due yes, but eehhhh I am doing it just to annoy you.
     
    I remember joining BZP...Well actually I tried many times, but my parent control got grouchy when I tried to join, but finally got it working.
    A quick trivia, did you know I was going to call myself Lady Lhikan? And before I had 'Lady Kopaka', I was called Toa Sahkanii?
    After finally discovering that my account started working (Pointed out I believe by my good friend Violet Tonks) I quickly decided to get acquainted with the site. At first, I wasn’t very obsessed or active, but after showing off some of my old artwork and discovered I got comments! And I believe it was around then when people started PM'ing. So I got more comfortable with the place and then exploring further than just SS, Epics and Artwork, got used to BZP's many popular fads, jokes, and so on.
    Later after making some more artwork, I decided I was going to make an art-topic, so I did of course and its still alive and kicking...Well, it needs some new art, but yeah.
    More trivia: I got 3 hot topics with my Art Topic.
    After that I got more active in BZP, and showing more and more of my art, within only a few months I was a huge upspring in the Art community and beyond, I was getting many PM's commenting on my creative name() and just wanting to get to know me. I also remember dear ol' Tarroc (Need to update his new name) being the first to ask me if I could draw him and suggesting that I might make a request list.
    Personally and in heart, the request list was extremely fun to do. You never knew what was next to draw, and it was always fun to do those made up characters. Even though, getting PM after PM requesting for art, it did get a little stressing but very fun. ^^
    Around the time and before the Art Topic, I posted my Epic, a little Poem and a Short Story. My Epic got fair replies, Poem getting little, though my Short Story ("I Think I love you..." A KXG) became instantly famous, getting posts for 5 months straight (Finally calmed down awhile back).
    My mind gets a little mixed up by now and I am to lazy to look up dates, but around this time also, or possibly later I got to star in Treespeak on the Air, even if my mic was quiet it was very fun to hang out with Dr. B and SPIRIT. And I cannot wait to do it again soon.
     
    Speeding time up a little, the AC11 came round', and that was sadly a stressing day. I wanted to enter very badly, yet I was off on a trip the next day. So I did that picture in only a few hours...Later I regretted doing that because it did not end so well look-wise and vote-wise. So make sure you have time to do entries!
    That turn down was dismissed when the S&T Contest #2 came up. I had not gone to that section save to look up spoilers () and such. But I was so into writing I decided to go with it.
    Trivia(again): I was going to enter in the Metru Nui category, though with advise from Swert and -Chii-(Zieg), I changed my mind and went for the Voya Nui part.
    That was more stressing than AC11...I accidentally edited my story (Didn't edit the story itself though), got so confused, and was VERY embarrassed with the *incident* of grammar and slices....those bloody slices...
    Even through all that trouble, I made it! I beat some very top notch writers and won the contest! That kept my ego so very boosted for a long time and still now to know its part of the official storyline. B)
    Then of course AC12 came up, and that was fun. I surprisingly beat B_D and made it into the finals and got 6th place. I plan to get closer next time 'round.
     
    And now it’s quieted down, though the Fanclub thing made by -Chii- was very funny and interesting at the same time. I actually have a bunch'a more fans, I just haven't added them yet or they have asked yet. XD
     
    OF course, I have forgotten much, but I think this has gone well? I don't need to repeat much of present times.
     
    Also, thank you all for being supportive, helpful, or just being there. See you next year chaps!
  18. Lady Kopaka

    2017 Check In

    By Lady Kopaka,

    Hi guys!
     
    Who still gets on blogs??? I'm not sure myself. Just checking in. I still check the BZPower news a lot and I'm occasionally trying to force myself back on the forums. Not sure about the status and health of everything, though? Shame about GEN2 ending and all.
     
    Oh but guys don't forget I'm wasting my precious little free time (when I'm not sick) on a Bionicle webcomic! It's hand drawn! Silly humanized bonkles! You should all ask me about it! It'll be rad!
     
    How is everyone doing, otherwise? Any fun things to share? Also if we were friends and acquaintances back in the day we totally need to bug each other again! I'd love to catch up with folks.
    (or hey if you're new or have always wanted to chat with me, that's fine too)
     
    Anyway. Nothing much going on in my life. Being bedridden, likely moving further east this summer, having a quarter-life crisis, so forth. I'll also be at Brickfair VA again this year.
     
    Okay, off to work back on art and script writing! Cheers all!
  19. Lady Kopaka

    96!

    By Lady Kopaka,

    I got a 96% on one of my Driver ED tests today. I am so happy, I passed the first part! Now I need to study for chapter 4-5...blah.
     
    Drivers ED today was a bit easier, I was more comfortable with the crazy bunch, studying was ok, this one girl talked through like the whole class about the most hysterical things, so it was kind of hard to be stressed...so that was good.
     
    But something else happened that was beyond cool. As you know I had to pay for Drivers ED myself, so today I was counting up all my money, and then hand it to her and was about to go back to school when she comes up to me and hands the money back. I was completely dumbfounded, and she explained to me that she was really proud how selflessly I was willing to give up on this money, and also proud because I had worked so hard on the money throughout the summer, so a big emotional scene happens, and I start crying cuz of how weird girl emotions are...I was just sooo happy. I tried to give it back to her cause I felt slightly guilty, but she really wanted to do it. SO OMG I HAVE MONIES! 8D
     
    I can now buy a tablet! And even a Bionicle!
     
    ...Also, even though I said I probably won’t be entering AC14, there still might be a chance, but I currently don't have any ideas, so if you guys got any suggestions, please tell me. I've been so busy I haven't had much time to sit down and think about it.
     
     
    Oh and one more thing, and this is really important. We got a bad shooting going on at our downtown area since this afternoon, some crazy guy comes in one of the court buildings and goes crazy(wont go into details why, right now), and ends up shooting 3 people, and they escape out by some miracle. Sadly, 2 more are still in there with the guy and one is a friend of ours that used to go to our church, who was just originally delivering mail. His son was going to be playing the fiddle for a local play that was supposed to open tonight(I knew this cause my dad is playing the banjo for it also, and the play got canceled because they are blocking off that WHOLE area), so like...please pray that he will be ok. Chances are kind of slim...But I'm not really sure...Just keep the situation in your thoughts.
    I’m not sure if this will be on any large scaled news, but it is really bad. Though, have/will you heard/hear about it yet KIE?
  20. Lady Kopaka

    A C T Studies

    By Lady Kopaka,

    I’ve been busy with ACT studies. The test comes tomorrow for me. Surprisingly for my usual distressing behavior, I’m taking it okay. I don’t want to become a doctor—so as long as I can get a high enough score to get scholarships (which I really need), not to mention I can take it again. Still...it's been hard to prepare for it when I've been sick, I better not fail too badly.
     
    Hopefully after that’s over, I can get back in habit of writing/art/bzp stuff. I can’t wait until I graduate…ever since I moved my motivation for school has been zilch, I hate teaching myself and being stuck inside the house 24/7.
     
    I'm craving ramen noodles and to have a SG1 marathon—sadly, school is glaring at me, so I must depart.
     
    Oh, I command everyone to give Nikira cookies, kittens, and hugs. She’s awesome and such a dear. Do not try to deny it.
     
     
    Also, please remember.
  21. Lady Kopaka

    A Dark Hunter's Tale

    By Lady Kopaka,

    Hey, you guys. Read this story.
     
    Seriously, she's a great writer. Tifosi92's sister, yanno...the talent apparently runs in the family. Also, she's only eleven. I wish I could write that well when I was eleven. I was reminded she's ten, not eleven. WHAT IS THIS I DON'T EVEN
     
    Speaking of writing aaggggh--I am so terrible with choices. I have all these ideas, and I really want to get some decent stuff up on here again. I feel quite torn between Glitch and LtfB. I miss writing so much! (and art, but a topic is coming soon promisepromise)
     
    Okay, enough trailing off about myself...anyway, go check that story out--or honestly, any story. Give a new writer a chance. And, I've learned that writers don't care one bit if you just give them a sentence comment in their story (as long as it isn't spam/flame); nothing thrills them more than just knowing who is reading it.
     
    (but oh oh $30 for Windows 7 and Bonobo music yessss)
  22. Lady Kopaka

    A House

    By Lady Kopaka,

    Well apparently we have a house now.
     
    A house with 2 acres, a house I can have my own room, a house we can directly move into on Monday and has plenty of space.
     

     
    …I feel very odd saying we actually have a house. Cause I keep expecting there to be a downfall. After 4 years of searching for a house here, and then having so much trouble with prices and contracts with our house hunting where we’ll be moving, it’s very disheartening. But we actually bought this one, and the only way this would fall through is like…if the world ended or something.
     
    So no going to hotels, apartments, rents or staying at grandparents like we’ve done over the years. We actually own a house, and it’s really nice. I could poke in some problems but right now I could care less.
     
    We…have a house…??? What?!
     
    Edit: And for some more good news Assassin's Creed just came in the mail today for me.
  23. Lady Kopaka

    A New Year

    By Lady Kopaka,

    A lot has been going on in my life, especially during the year 2008. Even before then there was stuff that happened in such a short amount of time. I don’t want to start a pity party or compete with people, but I’ll be blunt and honest for once: I have gone through more than the normal kid has to deal with in their entire life. And it’s a lot to handle, and even harder now as a teenager trying to find your place in the world. You sometimes wish the world would just pause for you and let you calm down, just for five minutes.
     
    It forces you to open your eyes to things more; your whole perspective on reality is a dissimilar dimension than others. You struggle to stay sane; you trod through so much hopelessness. And even though you have some good moments time to time, it always seems there is something to be frustrated or saddened by.
     
    Lately, once and awhile I would watch others with envious eyes, or with lack of tolerance because of the trifle things they would complain about. Oh they thought that was bad, just wait until this happened. It is a cruel thing to think about, no matter the problem or situation. I sympathize with many—whether their problem may seem small or big. People take things differently, either it be loosing a best friend or simply not getting something you wished for. I believe there is no such way to rate how bad is something, or how it can become, you can only vaguely determine how a person takes it.
     
    This brings me to the point of this strange entry. I’ve always wanted to discuss this, but wasn’t really sure it was worth it.
     
    But telling someone you care, or you understand, or simply giving them another chance is far worth it. I’m not really discussing on giving more consideration for specific people, but the term in general. I don’t know what truly goes on in anyone’s lives, so please don’t take this the wrong way.
     
    There are so many things you guys can be thankful for that many people I know could never imagine having or simply dreaming of. All those Bionicle sets? I’m sure a lot of people on BZP don’t think how lucky they are to be blessed with that. A nice family? Sure, you have your fights, but families are a sanctuary, a hope, and a blessing. Do not take them for granted.
     
    Think twice before whining about something. I know I said everyone handles issues differently, but sometimes just think before doing or saying something. I was once ungrateful for the status of a friendship I had, and then I lost it all. You can never be prepared for when things like that happen; ignorance is truly bliss.
     
    Love and live like there is no tomorrow. Selflessly assist and respect others, because that snob at your school or on BZP may be living in the pit, and they just need some compassion to be set free. Before whining about what you got for Christmas, think about all the homeless children, or maybe just the kid across the street. Think about it.
     
    Do not try to fool yourself that you have a good or bad life, think shrewdly about it, or your egoism could snag others more than you will realize. Don’t say you’re life is horrible when it really isn’t: you are a person that feeds off the attention and your true problem is believing you need more people to tell you that they love you. Don’t lie and tell people you’re just fine when everything thing is falling apart—everyone needs help. Get it off your chest, cry on a friends shoulder. Friends are there for a reason.
     
    I wish I could say I’m not trying to guilt anyone, but I am. People need to get it in their heads that the world can be a terrible place for some people and you’re not the center of the world. It’s true that also sometimes you can’t do anything to help a problem… I always hated it when a parent nagged me about finishing some food left on my plate, because you can’t exactly give those leftovers to hungry children right then. But you need to understand that equation in heart, you really need to be aware of that without fogged eyes. And if you can do something against a problem, do it.
     
    This also goes out to the ones who do justly struggle and have no peace while they try to sleep during the cold, lonely nights. I admit I’m not and probably will never be a true optimist, but that doesn’t stop me from looking forward to a brighter future for myself and others. There will be always be a light and there will always be people out there that love you and will support you even if you don’t know it. Trust me on this one.
     
    I’ve learned the best way to help yourself is to help others first. Regardless of position, belief, or problems, this is always a sure way to aid. For 2009, I hope everyone will consider one of their resolutions for the year to become more considerate to others, wiser about your own troubles, thankful for what you have, and stronger against the tides of life.
     
    My problems have somewhat been a blessing; that I may be able to fight against the naivety and to encourage, caution, and help others. I’ve grown stronger, and little by little, just a bit wiser than yesterday. Everyone will always experience some troubles in our revered lives, but to the ones who have not truly bumped into anything yet—be thankful, be thankful and pleased as if you did experience misery.
     
    I cannot promise your problems will be solved now or later, and I pray for the ones who will meet unwanted troubles the bravery to fight it. But know as long as you keep your head up, your willpower stubborn and a friend at your side, you can make it through anything.
     
    I hope that I did not confuse or make any matters worse, and I could had easily dragged this on much longer, but for some reason something encouraged me to say a few words on the subject and I hope this encouraged you as well. So God bless, and I wish everyone a wonderful upcoming New Year.
     

    Fully alive More than most
    Ready to smile and love life
    Fully alive and she knows
    How to believe in futures
  24. Lady Kopaka

    A Proper Update

    By Lady Kopaka,

    Current Mood: Happy
    Currently Doing: Downloading Sims stuff and talkin' on MSN
    Currently Watching: National Treasure....And now 101 Dalmatians?
     
    Necro you cleaned out your inbox yet?
     
    Anyway, let me spill this out:
     
    Ok on Saturday I went to a fair thing, lots of fun and I did a rock climb, but I got very sore because I haven't done it awhile, and the sites were awesome. Later I went to the mall with friends and I couldn't find anything I wanted, so I got this cool belt and some black fingernail polish. So then we get home, watch the movies Flyboys with my dad, and went to bed. (Very good movie though, better than I expected)
    Next morning we all slept late and ended not going to church, still I didn't get much computer time, then we went to some friends house and hung around, I babysitted while my parents and their friends went to see the movie Amazing Grace. So they got back, ate dinner and left for a church deal and I babysitted once again.
    So then the next day we have school, finally able to get on for awhile, I go to art, I finish a painting, and I go home and babysit once again for some people, then I crash.
     
    Lovely day ain't it?
     
    Well, I almost finished drawing NE, and coloring Kinali. Though I have a question, should I just kill off the sketch part? It might save me time and make it faster to update knowing that the sketching part isn't needed to show, yet again I think requester likes the sketches even though messy...so opinions?
     
    Off to do...sumthin.
  25. Lady Kopaka

    A Small Gift

    By Lady Kopaka,

    Just wanted to tell anyone who has been poking me for my DS information such as a friend code, I won’t be able to give it now, since I finally got rid of it.
     
    If anyone is seriously interested no I did not sell it to a friend or ebay. Nor did I make any money off of what I did. A young girl I know at my church recently got her stuff stolen from her house. Stuff like toys, wallet, Gamecube games, and her DS. What was worse is that she was the only one that got stuff stolen, and she's only 10. So I felt really bad for her.
     
    I was thinking about doing this for sometime but finally decided what I'd do on the way to church today. I noticed I had left my all my DS stuff in the van earlier for some reason. So, after church I gave her my DS and games.
     

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