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Noxryn

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  1. Noxryn
    The layout, I dun mind so much, I actually think it looks kewler. The Avatar mathings creep me out... but I made one and stuff anyway, more out of boredom and because I couldn't get into any games as I was stuck in an IM meeting =P
     
    I liked the little short video thingy that was before it... looked like something that would eb in my dreams, except it needed to be a bit darker and not soooo dang bright, sparky and white.
     
    In other news, it would seem that I'm being forced to see Twilight before I leave for my party. I've never read the books, so I have no idea what to expect... and dun ruin it for me, I at least want the... suspense and surprise factors still thar.
     
    In other other news;
     
    I had to inform Kex and the Judges that; I will not be here from Wednesday to Sunday of this week. So if I do not respond to anything you send me during that time, that is why.
     
    EDIT:
     
    And as for BBC: 51...
     
    I may be able to make something and slip it in... hmmm... I need music and my MoC bucket...
  2. Noxryn
    So why Blargh? you may ask well that is simply because I did something very stupid, and shouldn't have done in the first place if I had valued my health...
     
    Basically someone offered me twenty dollars (This someone is a friend) if I ate a incredibly large bag of Resees Pieces in five minutes...
     
    well I did and I got sick out of it. Sometimes I do stupid things like that, the funny thing is that I haven't been sick within the last seven years, and when I make a RPG character sick... I get sick the same way for the most part (Through eating food that doesn't agree with you) and so I spent all of these mindless hours thinking up an entire little side event in RotT...
     
    The highlight of the day is that I was able to get my hands on my first Animated fig. I bought Bulkhead with the twenty dollars from the bet... and so far I think he is a very neat little toy.
     
    I dun feel like reviewing... so no.
     
    Getting more readers for my SS in CoT called "The Tale of Two Sisters" would be nice... very incredibly nice...
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    This all at the same moment, and I felt like typing up a entry to try and rid myself of such things;
     
    - A sickish like feeling, why? I don't know... it may be from something I've simply wrote and actually felt sad about.. maybe, and no I have never wrote something to where I feel any sort of emotion towards, although according to others they do. I suppose I finally broke that limit, and felt bad for what I wrote, but fixing it... well screw that. It would ruin everything, and in a way this is technically a good sign, I just don't like it so much <<
     
    - A tad bit somewhat angry, of course not enough for it to make me seeth and destroy stuff, just enough for me to feel a bit frustrated over something I cannot control, and simply put I am torturing myself with the thought and it just won't leave.
     
    - Frightened; not anymore, but earlier... it was a dream yes, but so freakin' realistic I woke up screaming. I don't know what caused such a thing or why, and no this has absolutely never happened and no I am not sick nor do I have any "disorders" nor have I watched/read anything to trigger such a thing. In short... heck I don't know how to say it in short. However, I will refrain from talking about it as such discussion is not allowed on BZP... it was just an experiece I felt like sharing. So do not ask about it please.
     
    - Sad, same reason with the bit of swelled anger, however I cannot control this as I cannot bring the dead back to life, nor can I reverse history. It will pass over time... but I hate the year it's taking to finally ease up. I have a gut feeling part of this actual reason has something to do with a few recent nightmares- of which I normally enjoy as it gets my creative side going... but these last few... I just don't even wish to talk about them. And for the reason for this "Sadness and Anger" is the same reason why I had to leave DotT and TFD for a period of time. I wish it never happened.
     
    - that's it for now.
  4. Noxryn
    whenever i go to add new entry with the feature outside of my blog on the drop down list it still uses my older blog title, weird
     
    anyway
     
    on the whole bionicle coming back thing 'cuz i should say something as i was/is a fan of it
     
    - hope it's a reboot
    - hope the story doesn't become a convoluted mess of dark edginess and attempts to be gritty (and vezon can go away forever ok)
    - hope the story is able to create its own unique identity
    - hope the story is fun to read and features a larger, more interesting cast of female characters
    - hope the story doesn't create the silly gender restrictions like last time, because that was terrible
    - hope makuta goes away im done with his ten year long plans that have more plans inside of plans and plans for the unplannable. plans. (or they just make makuta better)
    - hope every single little detail is not explained b/c that kinda killed latter bionicle for me, personally, when BZPers went and got every. single. small. little. detail. canonized and killed a lot of the fun imagination (ie: all the canonized "THIS IS WHAT THIS SIDE CHARACTER LOOKS LIKE OFFICIALLY" cuz no that's your headcanon and while it might be a cool one i have one i like more but can't use it anymore b/c people will cite BS01 when reviewing fanfiction featuring my artistic interpretation of that character kk)
    - hope romance isn't like, decanonized, 'cuz cutesy romance is kinda fun and it's my weakness
    - hope when it does go away again we dont get stuck with a bunch of BBBCers again
    - hope it catches on and brings more new creative people around who do new things and explore new horizons in their own creative ways (i also miss the activity of the short stories forum i lived in there for like a year or two)
    - idc if they have cheesy jokes everywhere, old bionicle did so (plus it's lego they do that)
    - ngl i hope the story team doesn't have extremely long prolonged interaction with BZP or other forums on the basis that it'd prolly lead back into canonizing everything (though a way to have dialogue in like a feedback sort of way would be pretty cool... but it'd prolly be flooded with questions/canonization requests so eh).
    - it'd be pretty cool if there were some gender non-conforming characters introduced, i'd personally really enjoy seeing that although im not really expecting it
    - ill prolly buy gali, kopaka and pohatu and maybe lewa (kopaka/pohatu otp now and forever; gali seemed like she had a poseidon thing goin' on which seemed cool and lewa was... one of the earliest sets i got, so)
     
    but in the end i mostly do hope i enjoy it again, can use it as a creative springboard on days when just stuck or dealing with writer's block, and yeah i know already i'll rant on a lot of stuff (most likely).
  5. Noxryn
    I'm hungry, and the fridge in literally empty, and there's nothing in the pantry, and dinner isn't for... at least another two hours x_x
  6. Noxryn
    I'm really in the mood to write something...something futury and full of explosions and flying things...but what would it be about...I'm drawing a blank -__-;
  7. Noxryn
    I got into finally returning my attention to that novel I've been working on, and so far so good [again] XP
     
    I need to get done with it all the way through this time, before trashing half of it ><
  8. Noxryn
    It'll be a good day when I have my vocal chord surgery.
     
    It'll also be a good year when I remember to take my HRT medications on time properly, but a couple days off isn't as bad as forgetting for a month straight.
     
    Plus, got some nice skirts that I should wear out sometime.
  9. Noxryn
    It's not serious, and I am well aware that I am a terrible poet. However, I found it entertaining to read it all melodramatically as fast as I could, and figured to put it somewhere. I learned that, it's hard to find a rhyming word for "rabbit." I also learned that it is incredibly hard to find something that rhymes with "says" without pronouncing the word with a long "a."
     
    I don't know if changing the rhyme pattern near the end was a good idea or not.
     
     
     

    A tapping, a clacking, a smacking, Twigs 'n needles, breaking and snapping,
    A pounding, a rattling a bone shaking smashing,
    Fighting; uncertain choices clashing,
    To approach, to hide, to cower or stand
    I reach out to the knob, with a cold, shaking hand
    A creaking a squeaking, only I am speaking
    Who go there, I say over the creaking
     
    Darkness greets me with a lover's embrace
    Slowly I feel my heart cease to race
    A SMASHING a LASHING an earsplitting CRASHING
    A scream, the sound of creative teeth gnashing
    What, I say, is this madness?!
    Fast I feel, a terrifying sadness!
     
    An animal, a thief, a murderer, a pillager?
    Who, I scream, is this villager?!
    I turn, taken with fright, as I see a rabbit!
    A rabbit? I say, my fear waning, unlike a habit
     
    A voice comes to my head; this is no ordinary rabbit, it says!
    I scoff, I laugh I approach the rodent, then it rips off my head!
    No more does it matter, for I have lost my days,
    My headless body, limp, placid and truly dead!
     
  10. Noxryn
    Blarghit blargh blargh blarghity
     
    GAH
     
    School starts this Monday... I'm going to be surrounded by a whole bunch of people who don't know me and vice-versa... again.
     
    Sometimes... I hate surprises.
  11. Noxryn
    i just realized ive been here for like ten years
     
    i turned 21 like a month ago so there's that too
     
    but ten years dang where'd the time go
  12. Noxryn
    I think I may write up a bunch of songfics on songs that I haven't seen done... like
     
    "White and Nerdy"- Weird Al
     
    "Numa Numa"- *shrugs* Mak told me once, but I fail at memory.
     
    And
     
    "Ultimate Showdown of Ultimate Destiny"- Lemon Demon.
     
    It'd be fun....
  13. Noxryn
    Is awesome. Cuz who doesn't like a bunch of bloody red guys grown out of a river of blood who all share a single mind/purpose like an ants' nest?
     
    And its a "baby" god =3
     
    -Needs to get over this awesome thing sometime in the near future-
     
    Oh and I'm gonna do oooone more name change before reverting back to "Spink".
  14. Noxryn
    Must be magic. Just must be, how else could she have gotten out of the yard when she's A) Chubby, B ) Was harnessed and chained in the backyard and C) There's no escape routes I can fiiiiind.
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