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    Damaged Mecha

    By Brickeens,

    AKA a new MOC.
     

     
    I have so much mixed feelings about this. I like the legs, I think I like the torso, and the undamaged arm just doesn't seem right to me.
     
    I'd be interested in whatevs you guys think.
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    The Matrix

    By Brickeens,

    I saw the first film a little while ago and I quite liked it.
     
    I think what made it for me was Keanu Reeves doing mad stuff in that really awesome coat.
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    I'm going to try and create a Toa Team that primarily comprises of female members. Because, well, more female BIONICLE characters = badly needed, and I can't recall ever seeing a Toa Team with more than one female member, which is pretty sad.
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    I'm not really doing anything called Wednesday WIPS, I just needed to rip off Sumiki in the title. I said I'd try and make my own version of his Teal Mech, so...
     

     
    I built that at around 3AM last night. As you can see, it bears practically no resemblance to Sumiki's MOC because I got carried away taking it my own direction. That said, it has the Kakama on the chest, the same hip pieces, and more or less the same feet. I don't think I'm going to go any further with it, but the chest/shoulder design might be worth looking into.
     
    Please do keep in mind that this is a really fast tablescrap and nothing more.
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    Yay

    By Brickeens,

    Today was unfortunately another day of feeling pretty awful, but on the bright side, I was in a music store today, and found this:
     

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    Day 7

    By Brickeens,

    I'm really beginning to appreciate the little things in life. Like toothpaste. You don't realize how good it tastes until you have to brush your teeth in bread soda and water.
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    Quick Life Update

    By Brickeens,

    So as some of you may remember I experienced a miracle health improvement last year, and it's somehow been almost an entire year since that happened now, which is kind of frightening. Anyway I never posted an update so I'm going to do a quick one here.
     
    The good: the working metabolism is here to stay, and has been literally life changing. Last year I really felt like I was hanging on by a thread, but the metabolism has given me physical stamina that wasn't there before, and is (or was) improving my mood, concentration and general mental alertness as well, and life was starting to look pretty different. I have also been really enjoying the superpower of being able to go for hours and hours without food, and also eating cheese while simultaneously getting thinner.
     
    The bad: since February this year, my sleep has been trying to murder me. I've had sleep issues for a really long time but they were being treated since 2015 and were semi-under control until the treatment inexplicably started failing this February and my problems came back with a vengeance and are currently doing their best to drag me back to the depths of ######.
     
    The situation: back in 2015 I was diagnosed with obstructive sleep apnea (not being able to breathe properly in your sleep which prevents you from getting deep sleep). I was put on CPAP treatment which is basically sleeping with a nose mask connected to a machine which delivers air pressure to you to keep you breathing properly. This worked really well for a year and a half and suddenly stopped working properly earlier this year. Long story short I have barely had a useful night's sleep in over five months at this point. I've seen my sleep specialist about it and they're trying different things but so far to no avail. Suffice to say that not getting deep sleep for over five months is very bad for your mental state and I'm unfortunately back to the desperate state of not having the mental stamina or attention span to be able to focus or do anything properly while simultaneously trying to keep my brain occupied at every moment so as to avoid completely out of control anxiety and doing my very best to not return to the depths of despair I was in last year.
     
    The most positive perspective I can put on things at the moment is that A) this can't last forever and B) I sure am glad I have the working metabolism on my side while this is happening, because if this happened before then I don't think I would make it. I'm honestly not sure how I lived before I started the CPAP treatment because holy moly I really need that thing to live.
     
    My sleep specialist is about to run out of options so it looks like I may have to go to hospital for another sleep study so they can attempt to figure out what on earth is going on. I can only hope the waiting list for another one isn't really long. In the meantime I'm being recommended trying some sort of medication to try and help me cope mentally but I'm not incredibly enthusiastic as the two former times I've been put on antidepressants/anti-anxiety medication they both had quite adverse effects and I had to be taken off them and then they also had bad withdrawal symptoms.
     
    How are you all doing?
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    sumikipony.png

    By Brickeens,

    Everything I blog these days has something to do with Sumiki... But I found this in his maj and I can't not post it.
     

     
    Sumikipony is female and has a mustache.
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