So, the past week's been my first bout of any real activity on here since January, and even then I didn't really consider myself particularly active; I've been half out the door since the reboot, really. When I got back on here, I found that some of my thoughts and aspirations on BZP had been pretty radically changed--getting a post high count doesn't hold the same thrill it used to, and participation everywhere for the sake of participation everywhere is somehow less fulfilling.Over your time here, regardless of how long, how have your goals and opinions on BZP changed? Why do you think it went like that, and d'you think the change is permanent?