and I'm being kind of angry with my right hand bein handicapped (haha) right now. This really interferes with my plans, meh. and I hate not being able to draw. Hate hate hate. I'll go see whether I can play Sims 2... so, seeya later. ._.
argh. I can't draw, or even paint at the moment. typing doesn't work all too well, either. but I am so inspired, so right now not only my thumb is hurting, but my hands are totally itching to do something. I know, I could go and trydrawing with my left hand, but I am 100% sure it will come out all odd >< graaaah...
Just removed the bandage+splint. And yay, it hurts far less than yesterday. It's not like I could put weight on it or anything (I couldn't even squeeze the shampoo out of the bottle the way I always do), and writing is only possible to an extent (it doesn't look pretty if done in a way that doesn't hurt... but I guess it should work for tomorrow at school. ^^) but now I'm a bit happier ^^ BTW, holiday today, yay.
Recently I fiddled with my Ubuntu again, and realized that as much as I love the dark grey menus I had before, lighter ones actually make a far more 'friendly' impression. Same goes for my desktop background, which is now this. (screenshot from a game I love very dearly - the sceneries are so pretty!) It's something I can't help but find annoying, for a part of me would love to make everything as dark as possible. Yet I love colours too, and being surrounded by light things actually does wonde
tbh I have absolutely -no- clue where the time went. It feels like that last entry was only a day or two ago... and my birthday's already coming up mext week, it's unbelieveable However! My thesis is almost finished. Should be done by the end of the weekend, the latest. 60 pages of "it didn't work and I'm not sure why" xD But I learned a lot, and it was a cool experience. Even the writing part, tbh. After all I decided that I want to write it in English (second language! but practise is supe
Finally some time for myself again, and two weeks with a bit less work. 10 days completely without it, and then 4 with studying for a probably awful test. Still, I am glad that I don't have to spend all my day at university for a while. (I am not exaggerating... much. I do have an awful lack of free time during uni, though)
it must be cleaned. In other words, I'm right now halfway done wtih writing my special field for my oral exam* in chemistry (which is about detergents)... I guess I now know more about tensides than ever xD I'm just taking a little break, and will be back to working soon... so please forgive me if I respond to messages with some delay. ._. But I'm sure you all understand that this is important, and of slightly greater priority than BZPower. *BTW, I included a small description of how the
Nothing good ever comes from listening to covers of Dio songs. (or Rainbow, for that matter.) While some of them are good on their own, they just never feel right to me. Others may see it differently, but hey, if a cover of Stargazer doesn't have me in tears at the end, then it's just not... right.
So. My voice is still only half there (sounds kinda funny, but speaking up is hard. So hard. :[ ), but I'm generally getting better, I guess. At least thinking is not that much of a pain in the head anymore. :3 And thanks for all your get-well wishes.
From time to time I look at an album. Listen to a song or two, and realize that they're rather, uh, dark.* And then I remeber that I used to listen to these songs a lot when I was around 13. Hm. I guess I'm the only one who's confused. xD *dark as in overall tone, or lyrics... haha
You just sent a sort of important email and are sure you completely messed up everything and come across as super weird, thus go into totally justified panic-mode. :3 Not pretty. ('though it probably wasn't even that important. Still, I hate doing that.) ~~ Also, a friendly reminder for dark days: don't let the sadness get between you and the things and people you love. Don't shove everything that could make things better away because you "don't deserve it". You do.
