@Bambi inspired me

april was one of those months. forgettable. i hunted for bionicle tahu a few week before he came out, and now that he's offically out, he's being scalped into oblivion(2006). crazy stuff. my health contiuned to decline,(i'm now at a record 98 pounds) although i've been distracting myself with getting into the half life games, building a kigurumi mask and reasearching lolita clothing. i'm due to start some life-saving medicne this coming month (may), so hopefully i can enjoy those things with having to see them as a distraction. 

goals for this month: 

finish half life! i'm at chapter 4, but i'd like to finish it by the end of the month so i can start half life 2 and the episodes

celebrate my birthday (may 8th) in a way that won't be depressing

get the bionicle fig

stay alive

gain weight (at least one pound would be nice so i'm not so far on the edge)

finish writing my dnd campaign. i'm 7 pages in so far, i'm hoping to finish before my current one wraps up

and some other stuff for sure, but my amnesia is stopping me from remembering.