Love has thwarted me once again! YAY!8D

...so remember hotbellsguy? No? Well he's that incredibly hot, friendly, smart, awesome flute player. The one who -used- to play bells beside me. The one that Raia still harbors a crush on. The one who is so dang LOVEABLE that Raia can't get OVER IT?

...so this week is Valentine's. And they are selling these little Valentine whatchamacallits that they will deliver for you during lunch. So I stuffed a dollar in my jeans pocket and plotted.

...so I go to the office and ask if I can find out what lunch a student has. The friendly secretary lady says yes. I write his name on a sticky note and hand it to her and she looks it up in the master schedule or whatever. And you know what she tells me? HE'S NOT IN THE BUILDING FOR LUNCH. WHAT IS THIS MADNESS?

._.

*sigh* I have been karma'd

...maybe I will make a cute little card and stick it through the weeny crack in his band locker? It's right next to mine...but I never see him anymore because he's in the advanced ensemble, and I am not. I miss him. I miss his voice and his hair and his tallness.

Oh yeah. And I'm going to the sweetheart dance next week. Alone. Just because I haven't been to a dance in forever and I like to dance. I just wanna DANCE.

It would be nice to have someone to dance WITH, tho.

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-Raia-