As I Understand It
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In the event that my ridiculous amount of blog posts on the subject has not made it clear, here is the situation as I understand it:
- For whatever reason, she does not talk to me. And as soon as band is over, she will probably continue not talking to me unless I attempt to do something tonight. At least if I ask her out and she says no, I might be able to get a just friends and move on. Either way, she's really cool, and I'd like to be able to talk to her.
- I have no more time to procrastinate this. If the football team loses tonight, it's the last game of the season. That just leaves one after-school rehearsal and the parade. Out of the three, a football game seems best. Though I suppose the parade wouldn't be too bad either.
- I can't keep obsessing over this; as annoyingly cliche as it is, I guess "the worst you can get is no" is probably right. The only problem is my random onsets of depression, which seem to get stronger every time I think about asking her out.
I got an energy drink earlier...so now I'm really jittery and nervous, but it's better than being really nervous and depressed. So, err...wish me luck. Though odds are I won't wind up doing it.
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