Okay, so... where to start...
I've got the feeling that my life is falling apart beneath my hands, no matter how hard I try to keep the pieces together, it just all breaks away from me. I'm no longer in charge, just hanging around, doing nothing, feeling bad about myself and the world.
Apparently I'm also grumpy, over-react and am in general an emotional wreck. Including breaking down crying and not being able to sleep because I'm feeling totally awful.
I have no idea why, but I have to get it all under control again.
Not that I think BZPower is the reason, no, but it provides a seemingly endless source of distraction. And actually, distraction is the last thing I need.
Final exams are coming closer and closer. I should study. I should do something, anything.
Therefore, I will be taking a break from BZPower. Probably from the entire internet.
Just a few days, and see whether that helps.
Sorry guys, but I need to start somewhere.
Love you all.
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