Hey listen...

I know it might seems inappropriate that I give advice like this. There is no way I can imagine the pain that you feel right now.

And it's ok to think about ending from time to time. Everybody does it and there is only so much one human beeing carry on his own.

But the thing is that the world doesn't stop turning.

Which is propably one of the hardest parts, that life simply goes on and it seems it didn't make any difference.

But however things may seem, you can't give up, man.

I am sure that's what Becca would want for you too.

I don't know if you find comfort in the thought, but I hope you don't give in.

If you need someone to talk to, I'll be here. Just drop me a message.