I know. But it's sadder when you're 11 and you spend your life on the laptop.

Slightly deep thoughts for people our age...^^;

But I can relate in a way. 30 doesn't seem too far away after all...

I feel this way every day; when I was younger I thought "One day I'll be someone important because everyone tells me I am clever"...

Now I feel I'm just one of the many people who had walked on this spinning planet. Lately I've become very pessimist about my future

To be honest, when I was younger, I didn't even remotely think of these kinds of things, just kinda thought everything would last forever. Things may get better, maybe worse, but I think that we can change those types of things.

Keep your dreams alive

and don't worry about life. Thats my motto

I feel this way every day; when I was younger I thought "One day I'll be someone important because everyone tells me I am clever"...

Now I feel I'm just one of the many people who had walked over this spinning planet. Lately I've become very pessimist about my future

Naive as I try to be, I kinda still think so most of the time.

And Taka, you shouldn´t be so pessimistic. Look at all the talents you have, and begin working your way into society. Begin immidiately. Nobody tells you not to write a book or paint a masterpiece just because you´re not fully educated yet.

I, for instance, make sure always to have at least one full-length novel in-the-works. I never had anything released, and didn´t expect to, but it keeps the ambitions and the mood up. =)