Demon Shisa

I was going on this site less and less for close to a year up until the downtime, then during the downtime I only checked like... once a month. I feel like I haven't actually engaged myself in this site for pretty much a whole year, and now I feel aimless. I don't know what to do anymore. not like I ever did do anything on this site anyway. It's not because I'm not into bionicle anymore, it's just BZPower. When I started going on this site, in 8th grade 3 years ago, it was because i felt like I didn't belong. I felt like I was invisible, watching all of the other kids act so shortsighted and unaware of their existence. I wanted to belong somewhere so badly! I thought (being a bionicle fan obviously) that of all places, a bionicle forum would be the perfect place to make a friend or two. I would soon find that this site was clickier than my school, and the administrators were some of the most cynical people I have ever come across. It was just an overall unwelcoming, and mildly hostile environment. I feel like no one extended to me any form of kindness. Thanks for all the positive reinforcement in junior high when I really needed it. Aw man, I wanted to be one of you guys so badly back then!so now you're probably thinking "how's this my problem?"There are thousands of other profiles on this site with a couple hundred posts or so, profiles just like mine, of people who were intimidated by this system you've constructed, and left the site.I know this is gonna sound corny, but i don't care at this point, so here' goes... unity UNITY! Jeez, I know bionicle is fiction, but the values we learned from it don't have to be!now you're probably like " Th-This is off topic... and spam and stuff!"fine... block it edit it censor it I DON'T CARE! Why don't you give me a one star rating on my profile while you're at it!no one read my posts anyway... no one's gonna read this either...Oh and to following members Inferna Firesword, and toa malume, who actually did show some hospitality, I sincerely appreciated it.see ya later BZPower