WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!!!!!!
I didn't do anything, and she...hates me. All I did was, she's in my friend's strings class, and I asked him if he could just tell her I'm sorry for not talking to her yet and the annoyances on Tuesday. He told me that in the middle of what he said, she said that she didn't even care...
She must think I'm just this nerdy bum...
*sighs* Does anybody have any help, even though it's probably useless...
Amp...
*sighs*
Today, I was going to try to make the girl I like notice me.
So, I put a note in the girl I liked's desk (I happen to sit in her desk in L.A.), saying that I liked her. She found it. She didn't know what I looked liked and one of my friends pointed me out. I didn't see the reaction, but soon after, another girl told her again that I had a crush on her.
The girl (who told her) told me that she said, "I know(!)"
What's wrong with me? What did I do?
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"Sequel" to the hit video: BZP 6th Aniversary Video
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Many of you, my friends, have not seen the BZP 6th video. Here's the topic. Watch it. Enjoy it.
Anyway. Last year, that video took a while. Lots of work. Lots of thinking. This will be the same. But more. One thing that video did not have was the members creativity. No Artwork. No MOCs.
This year, though, I am asking you. The humble BZP member. The ordinar
Today I got registered for Middle School for next year. Boy, was it fun, cool, and wierd. First, my parents and I had to fill out forms XP (BOR-ing). Then we talked to one of the counslers about classes and electives (I'm doing Basketball for P.E. and Intro to Media arts and Beginning Strings for electives). Then I found out...Amanda was there. Also the midget friend. I don't know if she noticed me at all... meh.
Then, I got to go to a very cool place, the media editing and broadcasting room
I won this off of eBay last night. Its a Sansa View 8 GB.
And, well you can guess what I got then.
But I'll be going back to Bionicle once the Mistika come out.
To all my friends who have been helping me in this girl situation,
To let you guys know, I'm getting better with the 'talking-to' thing. But, my only problem is, what do I say? I'm mean a random "Hi" to everyone is a little wierd...I mean, if she was alone I would certainly get into a conversation, but what is there to talk about and how do I make myself not look like a complete moron?
And, another thing is, I have no idea what she wants. I know she wants something from me. She could
I hate people who make judgements from the past.
I hate people who live just to make fun of them and make them look stupid.
I hate people who say ludicrous rumors about people.
I hate people who make judgements about people from thier looks.
That's why the first weeks of school are going to be horrible socially.
Ok. *Takes a Deep Breath*
This is what happened.
It was graduation day. I was going to apoligize after the ceremony. I sat through awards (I got the Citizenship Award, A/B Honor Roll, Perfect Attendence, the Presidential Academic Award (Which surprisingly Amanda got too [i always thought she was retarded...]) and my Diploma.
Long story short. After the ceremony, there was a small party in the Library. There so many chances. ... :annoyed2: . At one point I was just standing in the hall wait
Curse the boards! Well, anyway, my entry got cut off because it was too long. So here's the last part. This just the reason she's "heartless" and rude. And my thoughts now.
After that moment, I felt incredibly wierd and confused. I just wonder what made her just... say that? Really. She KNEW how much I liked and cared about her. It also seemed like we were getting along in the past.
The night after that happened, we had a text conversation. It basically me letting all of my anger out (i.
Today's the Tahoe field trip that I've been waiting sooo long for! ^^ Yay! The best part will be that long bus ride! [sarcasim] And then there's only 2 1/4 days left of school!
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He he, short entry...
Man, I'm so nervous and excited, that the butterflies in my stomach are chewing through it to get out so I feel sick. I got everything planned for the day, yesterday. My notes and reminders, clothes, etc.
I had an awsome dream last night (kinda annoying too). It was school time, and she gave me a note saying that she liked me back and wanted to be friends. The it started to get annoying. She wanted to be with me ALL THE TIME. Then it started to settle down. Through the whole thing I thought it
Ok, I need you guys to do me a kind of...big favor. I need your guy's opinion on what I should say to Amanda on the 20th.
So, if you can, go back to ALL of the past entries about this issue and give me your honest opinoin on what I should say. Please.
This is what happened to day,
So, I got to school, and my plan was to wait til Amanda got there to estimate what time she gets to school and then apologize for not talking to her before and for this big misunderstanding. But, since it was snowing, we had to go inside til everyone got there, and when that happened, we prepared for our CRTs XP. Then, we got an annoucement from out princepal saying that there was no first recess (it was too cloudy and too wet). UNGH!!!! X( I just continued
There is still hope for me in this girl fiasco. Ya see, on Friday, she only knew about me for at least 20 minutes. On a normal school day, we pass eachother at least 3 times a day. Good oppurtunities to say "Hi" (or unless somone can suggest something else). Good chances to see her reaction when I see her. Also, on Tuesday, we have a field trip to a Bowling Alley and Fun Center ( ). More oppurtunities.
And, I don't have to go through the quest to find out stuff about her. My friend that I've
You think I don't know anything about Amanda?
Eat your Words.
She likes rollerblading Has a cat named Tobey Likes haging out and spending the night with friends Wants to be a 5th grade teacher when she grows up Lives in Brent's neighborhood, around the Middle School So yeah.
Hmmm...
It's a wierd feeling... that you've been dumped, or have you? Women are mysterious creatures...
But, I found out that my best friend told his mother (who's my mother's best friend) about some "stuff" that his mother apparently told my mom ( ). He said that I was going to take her to the movies ( ][ ) Which is exactly what I didn't have in mind. But, he's still my friend (he's like a brother) so I'm not going to kill him. And then our moms got into a conversation about I was too
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It Ends Tommarow
To start off with, the first day I did not see Amanda often. Only in the hallway once and after school.
On the third day, I went with my SS class to the library to check out my textbook. She was there too. She knew I was there too. When I was in line, I glanced at her face for a slplit second She saw me. Our eyes met (and I don't want to sound mushy) and..I felt something...
The fourth day (Today) was very... interesting. In Strings, I have her evil "midget" friend (her
I'm trying to get prepared for tommorow. Tommarow is when I'm going to talk to Amanda (her name). ^^ Also, I'm improving my wardrobe-
-Shortsleeved shirt (it is umbearingly hot in the FunCenter place, especialy is you're moving around.)
-Blackpants that have removable sleeves (I look a lot better when I'm whereing short sleeved pants)
-Tennis Shoes
-Black Sweatshirt
Compared to what I usually wear (Long-sleeved shirt, blue jeans, snow boots, and heavy jacket) I look alot better.
Or at least said what I could. As she was getting into her car to leave, we were about 4 yards away from each other, I said -
Me: Amanda!
Her: *turns*
Me: I need to tell you something tommarrow!
The reason I didn't say what I needed to was that she was just leaving. If I said what I'm planning on, it would have taken 15 minutes.
Back to the main story, It didn't look like she was saying anything back (hey, what do I know? Without my glasses I cant see the important details of a pers
