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  1. Vezok's Friend

    Scared

    By Vezok's Friend,

    Yes.
    Since a few months now I have been on a kind of rollercoaster. Since last summer actually I had my ups and downs.
    Much of it can be attributed to bad timing on fates side.
    I guess that is why I feel the way I feel now.
    I am about to propably make one of the biggest steps of my life. Things have changed and will changed. A lot of things, including myself.
     
    13 years now, my life has been like a river that flows through a channel. Everything runs smooth, nothing unexpected comes up.
    13 years now, I essentially get up at 7, go to school at 8, come back around 2 in the afternoon, do my choires and go to bed at 11.
    13 years of routine are about to end.
     
    And they decided to end with a bang:
    Breaking up for the first time, graduating from school, changing myself deeply, after which I will be picking up a rifle to become a soldier for nine months.
     
    Essentially I preserved my childhood until now, to keep the amount of bad stuff life throws at me low. Yes. I never had to deal with relatives who were in need of me taking care of them. I don't have siblings that annoyed me into becoming more responsible. I do have the money to buy most the stuff I like without saving on it a long time or thinking it over three times. I don't really know what it means to study day in and out because I am aparrently smart enough to pass with good grades.
    But that doesn't make me any less of an adult.
    And why? Because even though I never experienced such things up close, I wasn't ignorant enough to believe I could make it through without growing up.
    And I am fed up with others telling me I don't know about it.
     
    So to all those out there, who think I annoy you at times, that I snap at for no reason, that I ignore, that I behave weird to or that I just don't leave alone because I seek comfort, I apollogize.
     
    I'm just scared.
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    Snow...again Oo

    By Vezok's Friend,

    Yes indeed. Snow. And it is even lasting a little. There isn't much yet, but the flakes are visible. I don't think i have ever seen this before since I live here...
     
    CORRECTION: Dang these flakes have gotten bigger!
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    Dang...

    By Vezok's Friend,

    One quick word of advice before I rush over to the bathroom again:
    Don't combine Pasta and Tuna with Doughnuts a chicken-sandwich and orange/chocolate-cookies.
    *runs off to great the bowl again*
    Listen to me kids...
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    Kitchen Madness!

    By Vezok's Friend,

    Yes. It isn't Sparta. It is madness.
    Aparrently a loose refridgerator-door is a euphemism for "We need a new expensive kitchen!"
    Not that a new kitchen would bother me, but keep thinking to myself: WHY!?
    Why do we need a new kitchen? We need a new fridge.
    Not a whole kitchen with an expensive stove and ceramic top and new cupboards and whatelse not.
    Plus everything else we have is absolutely F-I-N-E.
    -.-
    And I don't feel like renovating part of the house AGAIN. With dust around and workers and delays.
    I mean renovating in general usually requires a certain amount of masochism to put up with the stress.
    And frankly spending more money after we already spent this much for the rest seems a waste to me.
     
    My parents are weird lately...
  8. Vezok's Friend
    ...without music. And even if this entry seems pathetic, I mean it.
     
    I might not have seen or experienced the things some others here have but some things I know for sure about music:
     
    It keeps me going even when I feel stuck or down.
    It motivates, it is a vent for good and bad emotions.
    It unites people and gives hope.
    It can be a mighty weapon or a safe haven.
    It says the things we can't say normally without sounding incredibly cheesy.
    It inspires and offers wisdom and advice to those who listen carefully.
     
    So turn those speakers up when times get hard and I promise you'll feel better
     
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    Modern Age Man

    By Vezok's Friend,

    "I’m a modern man, digital and cost free; a man for the millennium a diversified, multi-cultural, post-modern deconstructionist; politically, anatomically, and ecologically incorrect. I've been uplinked and downloaded; I've been inputted and outsourced. I know the upside of downsizing, I know the downside of upgrading. I'm a high-tech, low-life. A cutting-edge, state-of-the-art, bi-coastal multi-tasker, and I can give you a gigabyte in a nanosecond. I'm new wave, but I’m old school; and my inner child is Outward-bound. I’m a hot-wired, heat-seeking, Warm-hearted cool customer; voice-activated and bio-degradable. I interface with my database; my database is in cyberspace; so I’m interactive, I’m hyperactive, and from time to time I’m radioactive Behind the eight ball, ahead of the curve, ridin’ the wave, dodgin’ the bullet, pushin’ the envelope. I’m in the moment, on the edge, over the top, but under the radar. A high-concept, low-profile, medium-range ballistic missionary. A street-wise smart bomb. A top-gun bottom-feeder. I wear power ties, I tell power lies, I take power naps, and I run victory laps. I’m totally ongoing, big-foot, slam-dunk rainmaker with a pro-active outreach. A raging workaholic, a working rage-aholic; out of rehab and in denial. I’ve got a personal trainer, a personal shopper, a personal assistant, and a personal agenda. You can’t shut me up; you can’t dumb me down. ‘Cause I’m tireless, and I’m wireless. I’m an alpha-male on beta-blockers. I’m a non-believer, I’m an over-achiever; Laid-back and fashion-forward. Up-front, down-home; low rent, high maintenance. I’m super-sized, long-lasting, high definition, fast-acting, oven-ready and built to last. A hands-on, footloose, knee-##### head case; prematurely post-traumatic, and I have a love child who sends me hate-mail. But I’m feeling, I’m caring, I’m healing, I’m sharing. A supportive, bonding, nurturing primary –care giver. My output is down, but income is up. I take short position on the long bond, and my revenue stream has its own cash flow. I read junk mail, I eat junk food, I buy junk bonds, I watch trash sports. I’m gender-specific, capital-intensive, user-friendly and lactose-intolerant. I bought a microwave at a mini-mall. I bought a mini-van at a mega-store. I eat fast food in the slow lane. I’m toll-free, bite-size, ready-to-wear, and I come in all sizes. A fully equipped, factory-authorized, hospital-tested, clinically proven, scientifically formulated medical miracle. I’ve been pre-washed, pre-cooked, pre-heated, pre-screened, pre-approved, pre-packaged, post-dated, freeze-dried, double-wrappedand vacuum-packed. And…I have unlimited broadband capacity. I’m a rude dude, but I’m the real deal. Lean and mean. Cocked, locked and ready to rock; rough, tough, and hard to bluff. I take it slow, I go with the flow; I ride with the tide, I’ve got glide in my stride. Drivin’ and movin’, sailin’ and spinnin’; jivin’ and groovin’, and wailin’ and winnin’. I don’t snooze, so I don’t lose. I keep the pedal to the metal and the rubber on the road. I party hearty, and lunchtime is crunchtime. I’m hangin’ in, there ain’t no doubt; and I’m hangin’ tough. Over and Out." 
    By one of my favourite comedians, George Carlin, who died last year.
     
    Slightly edited it because some of his material is M-rated.
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    *points Finger*

    By Vezok's Friend,

    "Boat."
     
    "Boat" is one of the big exhibitions here...with loads of people coming to see it.
     
    So me and my parents went there today.
     
    And I saw two of divings big pioneers, Hans Hass and his wife Lotte.
     
    But there were some more famous people there.
     
    Including the captain and my skipper.
     
    But what does that have to do with ships ye might ask.
     
    Arr mate, there be ships there ^^
     
    I didn't get to see many since we didn't have much time.
     
    But there was this little beauty here that caught my eye.
     
    But what would an exhibition of that sort be without buying some stuff as well, so here are:
     
    My new titanium diver-knife
     
    And my new diving-computer
     
    So, all in all a good saturday so far.
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    It seems the only place I can think straight in at the moment is my home...or when talking to friends...everywhere else I feel...hindered, held back, distracted or downright annoyed by everyone around me...this can't be right...
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    Cool Song #2

    By Vezok's Friend,

    A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face
    A thousand lies have made me colder
    and I don't think I can look at this the same
    But all the miles that separate
    They disappeared now when I'm dreaming of your face
     
    I'm here without you baby
    but you're still on my lonely mind
    I think about you baby
    and I dream about you all the time
    I'm here without you baby
    but you're still with me in my dreams
    And tonight it's only you and me...
     
    The miles just keep rolling
    as the people leave and way to say hello
    I've heard this life is overrated
    but I hope that it gets better as we go
     
    I'm here without you baby
    but you're still on my lonely mind
    I think about you baby
    and I dream about you all the time
    I'm here without you baby
    but you're still with me in my dreams
    And tonight girl it's only you and me
     
    Everything I know,
    and anywhere I go
    it gets hard but it won't take away my love
    And when the last one falls,
    when it's all said and done
    it gets hard but it won't take away my love
     
    I'm here without you baby
    but you're still on my lonely mind
    I think about you baby
    and I dream about you all the time
    I'm here without you baby
    but you're still with me in my dreams
    And tonight girl it's only you and me....
    yea....
    oh yea
    oh...
     
    "Here without you"-3 Doors Down
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    Motivation

    By Vezok's Friend,

    So, I guess everybody has his/her new-years resolutions, but are you motivated enough to achieve them? 
    What motivates you, makes you get off your behinds? I am curious. Espescially after browsing through hundreds of the not-so-motivational posters on the web.
     

     
    Waiting for you replies
     
    -VF
  21. Vezok's Friend
    First, the sad news: Winter holidays are over and on wednesday I must return to school >_< Finals are coming up and I need to study from now on. A lot.
    That is my new-years resolution. (I have more resolutions, but those are private)
     
    On the good side: Regular classes end on April 4th
    After that it's just the studying left, so it won't be too hard I hope.
     
    Now back to the title of the entry: It's cold! Darn cold for here. And there is snow. And there will be even more in the next two days
    It'll be soothing. ^^
     
    For those wondering about my art: I am a little lazy at the moment, but have stuff in the making.


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    Happy New Year!

    By Vezok's Friend,

    *Growls you all welcome to this entry*
     
    I wanted to wish you all a very happy new year 2009. ^^
     
    And don't listen to the bad news from the TV and the papers. Some positive spirit is what we need right now
     
    *hugs to those who want 'em*
     
    Last draconic entry for the year...and I was just getting used to writing 08 in the dates >_<
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    Cintiq!

    By Vezok's Friend,

    Haha! My dad really is cool
    He took me to this graphics-hardware store today. And from now on, I shall use my new Cintiq12WX for my colouring and art! Weeeee
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    Today a friend of our family invited us to come along to a concert held by a band of their friends. ^^ Mostly classic songs, with some stuff straight of the charts ("sweet home alabama all summer long"), but I knew 90% of them anyway and tried to sing along as good a possible with a jaw that opens only 30° -.- But anyway, this was a great way to start the holidays
    They played for 4 hours with 5 minute breaks for the smokers every 6 songs or so, during which they let the classic christmas songs sooth the audience ^^
    Maybe those are cheesy, but dang, now I am in a holiday mood.
     
    Speaking of holidays, I finished two pictures today, one comissioned by a friend whos in a punkband. He asked me to design their logo as they didn't have a proper one yet.
     

     
    The second is my obligatory "merry christmas" picture. Yah, the quality isn't that great but I have other stuff to do as well.
     

     
    Tomorrow I will devote most of my time to a picture that needs to be done on time for a very close friend of mine
    I want to thank Silver~Dragon in advance for helping me out a bit with the choice of motive.
     
    And on Monday my dad will take me along to a graphics hardware store to get a new tablet for me ^^ I am thinking Cintiq here *is hyped*
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