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  1. Noxryn

    The Following Day.

    By Noxryn,

    Ah today, much less things happened than yesterday. However I have two tests tomorrow, one on a bunch of explorers in early American History (I really want world history, or some class on mythology however) with questions with where they went, what year, and who they worked for.
     
    Math as well, I'm more confident in my math abilities as I've been doing better in that class.
     
    I am still seperated from all MoCing parts which is really starting to get to me, I miss being able to create my little creations and put them up in places.
     
    A Scar Night RPG may possibly be underway, POSSIBLY not DEFINANTLY.
     
    Alright with that out of the way, I snuck around and got my book back from parent confiscation (Been staying up too late reading recently, and my parental guardian would like it if I rested, however I don't anyway as I just can't...)
     
    I am no longer going to go to Brickcon, originally I was going to go, but then I had the choice of attending next years BFair instead. Of course after much thought and such I decided to go to BFair because some staffers here I would love to meet got to BFair and not Bcon.
     
    I will do something to stand out.. probably a large nametag saying I AM SPINK. with a white hat with SPINK on it in large black letters, maybe red letters (red light travels faster) so people know that I am Spink and not some random walker arounder.
     
    I am looking forward to 09 and I really cannot wait for it to arrive.
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    Bfair.

    By Noxryn,

    I feel really excited for it, given, it's right around the corner at this point (And not like... four months away anymore). Still need to make some MOC's for it (A crab, and finishing that one thing I've had legless/armless for the last year).
     
    It'll be fun~
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    Sooo...

    By Noxryn,

    Today was career day [big surprise when I got to school o__O]. I learned stuff about jobs that I either are not interested in, or never thought would be a successful place to be [Oddly they are more successful than they are given credit for...]. The Fox 31 Sports Journalist was there, though I don't want to pursue a job in journalism even after he talked... and talked... and talked.
     
    I just like writing fiction, and that is what I want to do =)
     
    But...
     
    There were no authors there DX
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    Today I went to see that new animated Star Wars movie upon the insistance of my sister. It was just one battle after another, the droid commander and the droid sergeant are my two favorite characters. <3

    » Click to show Spoiler - click again to hide... « "I can't see them."- Sergeant
     
    *Peers over the edge, slips and falls yelling*
     
    "Get back here Sergeant!"- Commander
     
    Droid Commanders and Droid Sergeants are so kewl. Everything else was okay, not really my favorite...
    » Click to show Spoiler - click again to hide... «they protrayed Rex as a poor minded person by that mind trick 
    Well, it had its humor in it here and there, but overall I don't think too grandly of it.
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    I Need...

    By Noxryn,

    Some more hobbies... though I have a few (Such as Bionicle, writing I consider a hobby, though it's more of a fun activity, and some other stuff...) But, I need a hobby that isn't made out of cardboard... cuz those things died in me a while back...
     
    But I has liek... two that could be considered what I have fun with... but they're not cheap D=
     
    And a hobby outside of internety stuff... since that has my primary focus more due to having... not really something else to be doing, friends I have, access to their living locations, I do not.
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    Do you know where the quotes;
     
    "So, all the stars in the sky are our enemies."
     
    and
     
    "But when you look this awesome, who cares?"
     
    It'd be very helpful, along with who said them, and where they're from. ^^;;;
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    Day Ovar

    By Noxryn,

    I saw The Mummy, I liked the special effects, but it was just too fast and quick paced, it wasn't that bad though. I got a new SS idea from it, and one of the previews ^^
     
    Then I had to wait for my little sister and my dad to finish with their movie. Twenty minutes sitting in a lobby trying to entertain yourself for that long sux. I think some people thought I was plotting something 'cause they looked at me weeeeiiiirrrd and then I cursed myself for not bringing something to do.
     
    I ended up reading everything in the room....ugh.
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    Mass Effect Two.

    By Noxryn,

    So it came in the mail today, which was nice, along with the metal case the three discs came in along with the small packet of a hardcover artbook (Which has some really neat pictures in it ) along with this cardboard network card (With how it was promoted, you'd think it'd be like, made of metal or something =P) However, I've only touched upon disc-1, which is the game (I don't know the difference yet) But so far, I find the game pretty fun. Different than the previous game (of course), but I like a lot of the changes. For one, I love the customization with the character armor, cuz I can change all manner of color and add patterns and choose whether or not to use the helmet and such. I also realized that I got to pick "casual" clothing, but that hasn't come into play yet (I screwed up somewhere, and I ended up on the opposite side of the door... and, it doesn't reopen *shrugs*)
     
    But so far, that's all I can say about it. XP
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    Ha.

    By Noxryn,

    The recent deletion of pretty much everything of late has really, really helped me out XP.
     
    I can't believe that it actually makes me happy.
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    A dream, those things I tend to have from time to time and shrug off as if they're not important. Generally they are impossible to draw forth from my own memory, to remember periodically and when I wish to do so. However, there are those dreams that never leave the mind, always dwelling somewhere in there. I have two of the sort, both unrelated forms of nightmares, well, for all I know they're unrelated. Two years generally makes one of the other outdated and old in my thinking process.
     
    In the "new" one, which doesn't really make much sense for me to have, since I have never really been in such a place, or seen anything like it. It's a place I have only seen in my imagination, in my own dreams, and to many people who would be put into such places, the sight of the area would be the nightmare altogether. There aren't people in places like this, or at least there shouldn't be, or else we live in a really screwed up world.
     
    The place was called a "Laboratory" by the "characters" in my dream, but from the perspective I saw it from, it looked more like a dull black and gray torture chamber - modern one. Needles of all lengths were connected to longer tubes, which were generally used to inject things into what were called "Specimens" by those "characters" which I will begin typing without "Quotes". However, in front of my own face were metal bars, running from about three feet off the ground and holding together a small "roof" over my head. Further investigation drew up the conclusion of it being a Cage, or a crate with bars.
     
    Now, I've had dreams and such where I owned wings, but that was more or less explained due to some stuff I wrote up involving made up characters that night. However, I have yet to actually write anything involving a room as what was mentioned, or involving experimentations via splicing of genes and all that horror sci-fi garbage.
     
    I felt things, perfectly, and with all five senses in use, which is something that has never been something I could do in a dream, or nightmare, before. The room smelled of chemicals, of all sorts an forms, but all go unnamed, essentially, smells like more garbage. The wooden platform that held the bottom of the "Cage" together was cold, as if metal or something. The lights burned my eyes when I looked at them, and the experience of pain was there. The air tasted like rotted meat, and yes, the smell of it was enough to make me hurl (Smell of rotting meat, from a RL experience) and so I got to relive that.
     
    Have you ever looked at something, someone, or the like, and noticed that there were striking similarities between you and the object? Well, if not then that was more or less how I ended up feeling when looking at my own reflection in a plate of shallow water, apparently for drinking or something. Black colored hands, from the dirt of the area and probably from things that were done as "Tests", like taking a metal rod and jabbing it in your ribs to see what kind of reaction you could get. Blood was intermixed with the dirt. However, finger nails aren't supposed to be black in color, and long as well as sharp as a knife, well at least on a human. It's amazing, how reality gets whipped in your face when you dream, as if it never really existed to begin with. The reflection in the water, owned eyes that were unnaturally red, as in a glow to them, due to surgical implants of nano-sized machinery which lead to better eyesight. You'd think that such an implant would be amazing, or at least some people would, but looking at you reflection to see eyes that are not yours looking back, is not only freaking scary, but depressing. Seeing limbs, and pieces of other enhancements that ruin what you once were, for better performance... in something, are also depressing to look at.
     
    In the end, it was somewhat amazing, and would be considered a "Scientific Breakthrough" if such a thing occurred, able to make perfect as ever eyesight, enhance the limbs to create one of the most deadly predators, mess around with hormones and chemicals that regulate emotion, essentially, take everything in a person that makes them a person and shoving it full of trash in a very painful manner. Going through painful tests, just to see how well it works. Stabbed, shocked, hit, kicked, and simply taken back to the little cage, being called "property" and "Merchandise" all along the way. For one person, myself in this nightmarish situation, it's something that I would shove a blade through my skull over.
     
    Seeing others, that was simply the nasty ending. Being the one to actually survive this, just because it was your own mind creating the situation around you, and manipulating every aspect, and then seeing what happened to those who didn't pass the tests.
     
    The last bit, probably not something BZP would be too fond of having, due to the rather... disturbing image, as in gore and such, but it is something that would be something I would want out of my head. Of course, it all being a dream, fake and unreal, allows me to simply think and act in the normal day as a normal person, though not cheery or really happy. If it were real, quite frankly I think that if it were I in the real situation, despite being infused with who-knows-what and with avian wings, I'd rather be dead.
     
    I generally only blog about the dreams that don't leave my thoughts, and provide a negative impact in the thinking process, which is why they are generally nightmarish or something that I don't joke over. The better ones, they are the ones that don't stay around and leave, and so I don't blog them. Because I can't.
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    So!

    By Noxryn,

    I sorta kinda maybe told someone something maybe kinda sorta important, all on my own *not really*
     
    And it didn't blow up in my face :,D
     
    *proud of self*
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    It's Upsetting.

    By Noxryn,

    It's upsetting, to me, that when a class is watching a video in relation to terrible events that have occurred, they laugh. Or make jokes. Or they insult those depicted in the video.
     
    It's sickening.
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    That Pesky Period

    By Noxryn,

    Did an edit to my blog title, decided to be rid of the period that had been placed there purely out of habit. Made the title clash with all the others when in a list, IMO.
     
    Plus, I added a subtitle again. I had Peter Pan on the brain, so that's why it may look like a reference.
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    O.o

    By Noxryn,

    I just realized that I happen to laugh/chuckle at the parts in horror movies that are either supposed to sicken you (I mean by what a character does, and not like showing you a bucket of guts) or scare you.
     
    I was smiling at the part in The Shining when man chases little kid with ax...
     
    I want someway to make myself sure I'm not going to turn into a psychopathic killer when I grow up.
     
    *hides dead body*
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    Bad Days *sigh*

    By Noxryn,

    I haven't had a good day... it is and has been classified as a rather bad day, let's start with before it even began;
     
    Alright, you all know I tend to be nightmare prone, well same thing except it was set in a more personal thing which I won't bring myself to talk about, but it was still frightening and rather heart wrenching at the same time. If it wasn't a personal one I'd go into much more detail.
     
    I woke up and six AM like I do, except with the periodic waking up in the middle of night. I skipped breakfast as I had to go, and at school I realized I had a lot of things I missed (projects for the most part, not actual homework) and so I had to get myself up to date ASAP, lingering thoughts did not help with that in any way.
     
    Lunch was a joke, all I had was a bag of grapes, twelve little juicy orbs in a ziplock bag. (We didn't have anything else, and this included drinks)
     
    I suffered from hunger and thirst all day (I do not know where the water fountains are located)
     
    No, I do not have wireless internet for the house, I'm using a USB plugin which I'm paying for and doesn't allow me to watch vids or use AIM for that matter which indeed sux. Although earlier I put on some sunglasses a leather coat and picked up my airsoft rifle to freak out little sister, worked a bit although she was quick to catch on. Then I ended up falling down a flight of stairs, painful, but at least it was carpeted (This was when I was leaving for dinner as I sleep in the basement which has the best view of the entire neighborhood, you'd get it if you looked out my window)
     
    At school I couldn't find my bus (First day on the bus) and nearly missed it (caught it when it was about to leave... I was so embarrassed from that...)
     
    Got off at the wrong stop and had to walk two miles with a forty pund bag and all I had to eat/drink that day was that bag of grapes. I also walked in on the wrong classes as I forgot my schedule for the day.
     
    I had a nap when I got home after drinking a liter of water, and well I can't sleep without something freaking me out (although the rapid succession is decreasing)
     
    I stepped on a spider which I think bit my foot before it went down, I can't be sure however. (I'm deeply afraid of spiders, it took a lot of will power for me to smash it especially with my foot... having a sister commentating how frightened you look seriously doesn't help)
     
    I mistakenly flushed the one toilet that's incredibly screwed up and had to clean the mess of water (Leaned on it when combing hair in the morning)
     
    I may have vented some of my anger and frustration out here, and if so and if you saw (it's an if) I'm incredibly, incredibly sorry, days like today just don't help when I'm trying to word things as best as I can as I get frustrated far too easily when my day was bad.
     
    I apologize for any spelling errors , this is a new keyboard and I still can't get used to it.
     
     
    There were some other things, but I don't feel like typing that up.
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