I am/was also going through depression. I was a Christian, but I have lost faith and became an atheist through depression. It's great that you're still faithful. I lack sleep, enthusiasm, and interest in a lot of things, and I just hate life. I can't say my depression is gone, but I am a little less depressed than these past years. I do view the world and life very differently than before though. No one knew I was depressed, my parents just thought it was some kind of phase. I just hated everything. BZPower, going online, was also my escape from the real word. Probably everyone here thinks I'm some bright, happy guy, because I didn't show it here.
Good luck, hope everything in your life gets resolved, and maybe we'll see a more cheerful side of you soon.