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Zatth is giving me a tour via videocall aaaaaaaaaaaa
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I won't be there, I'm sorry ;_____;
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So I had blood taken last week to test my creatine kinase levels, which are muscle enzymes or something. Wikipedia will explain better than I can. The results came back, and my levels aren't normal at all. My doctors don't know what this means, so I'm being referred to a specialist who will hopefully be able to figure things out from there.
I guess this would be bad news to most, but frankly, I'm really glad they've found something wrong, because this might offer some explanation as to why I've been unwell for the last three and a half years straight. I don't want to get my hopes up too much, but maybe, just maybe I'll have answers at long last?
Here's to this not being a dead end.
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I DON'T GET IT WHAT ON EARTH HAPPENED LAST NIGHT I DON'T UNDERSTAND ;__;
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I've had this a few weeks and I only noticed now. It's hard to believe I've been here six years.
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Doctor Who
By Brickeens,
I think I'm going to have to give in and start watching it. Though... where on earth do I start?
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I'm aware Templar Studios have an online version now, but is it still available for download anywhere?
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Dad broke his neck and his back today. Thankfully, thankfully, thankfully, his spine is intact so he isn't paralyzed, but I'm in shock about the whole thing.
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It's my birthday next week.
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GET ON SKYPE ALREADY ;__;
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When did I become so inactive?
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Thank you all so much for the birthday wishes yesterday. You're all so good to me. I would write more but my head is going round and round.
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I don't think I have any good entry ideas, but it's my favorite theme in a while.
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I'm just back from my psychiatrist's and the visit has made me feel really bad. I just want to curl up into a ball and die or something.
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Wat The Cee
By Brickeens,
IT'S 2013 ALREADY
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Belated Merry Christmas to all. I'm not going to bother making a list of everything I got, because frankly it all pales in comparison to a joint gift me and dad recieved.
A freaking awesome new camera.
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Time flies. It's hard to believe 2012 is coming to a close. It might be worth my while making a list of the significant things that have happened this year.
Anyway, on the health front, I'm seeing a psychologist and I started medication for anxiety a week ago. I don't feel any different yet but apparently it takes time to kick in. I hope things start to pick up because a lot of the time nothing seems enjoyable. I go through my music and things I like to do but it all seems unmoving.
In other news, my friend with leukemia is leaving for London this week. I said goodbye this evening. She's going to be there for four or five months to get the cancer treated. I really hope whatever they're going to do works, because it's a rare form and it could kill her.
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Here's a WIP. Because all this drama is making me sad.
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Apparently I have a well established anxiety disorder.
Whoops.
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Though sadly, there are only one or two BZP members who will get this.
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Wat The Cee
By Brickeens,
IT'S DECEMBER ALREADY
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Life again
By Brickeens,
I'm not sure whether it's the LDN medication or the fact that my aforementioned friend has got cancer again, but I've been really up and down the last couple of weeks. Things with the medication should be levelling out as I'm no longer upping the dose, but I dunno. My head is sore a lot of the time and I really feel terrible about the friend with cancer because I feel helpless when people are in such bad situations like that. It's really confusing and I don't know what to do.
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He writes the best blog entries.
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Please stop being horrible to people I like.
Or no, scratch that, please stop being horrible to everybody.
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