A friend of mine invited me to a lock in at his church last night, so I accepted.
I had a blast, but something strange happened to me.
For the first time ever, I had been offered a date.
I mean, I've never been on a date, let alone have a gf.
Some of the friends of the girl kept on bugging me about whether I wanted to or not, 'cause I kept on answering "maybe".
I didn't want to say yes, 'cause I wanted time to think about it.
I didn't want to say no, 'cause that might make them feel bad.
So I said maybe. And it's still maybe right now. I should have said "I need time to think about it", rather than "maybe", but I didn't.
So when the girls left at like 10pm-11pm, I was relieved that they wern't bugging me about it anymore.
. . . and I still don't know what my answer is. . . .
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY DID I EVEN SHARE THIS ON BZP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!??????????
~Vican