Stay away from the computer or the Matrix WILL EAT YOU.
Actually, I recommend doing this a lot, because I do it too. Like once upon a time ago, I had your problem just as well, and it all changed when I let my brother have a go at the computer.
Seriously dude, life is awesome, let's not waste it.
Actually it's a little bit of both. I mean, every time I start writing stuff for Mayuri, my writing skills stop working. It's kinda like, I know how it's going to happen, but I don't know how to put it into words.