Well, it turns out that I have tonselitus (sp ), the reason for being gone from school for two days. So, sometime sooner or later I have to get my tosels out.
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If you hadn'y noticed, I'm doing a little 'Blog Renovation' right now. So in weeks (or days) time this place will look...better.
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Amphy
This is what happened to day,
So, I got to school, and my plan was to wait til Amanda got there to estimate what time she gets to school and then apologize for not talking to her before and for this big misunderstanding. But, since it was snowing, we had to go inside til everyone got there, and when that happened, we prepared for our CRTs XP. Then, we got an annoucement from out princepal saying that there was no first recess (it was too cloudy and too wet). UNGH!!!! X( I just continued
Okay, I guess that last entry was a lttle... overuled. My problem is not talking to her, it's just, being rejected... badly. But,I know that's pathetic. Thing thing I hate the most is that on Thursday, it was the PERFECT time. She was alone, at her locker. No one around. No Friends. Not even mine. I still kick myself. But, trust me I'm trying, without looking suspicous.
Onto last week, I did not do anything. But, it was NOT like I was standing 7 feet away from her thinking "Should I do it?" Li
These are the events that occured on Friday and Thursday.
While leaving school on Thursday, Andrew pointed her out walking across the street towards the school. We went to see if I could do it. But then she just disapeared. We went toward the school where we saw these two kids we knew. Without my permission >_> Andrew asked them if they had seen her. They said:
Kid 1: Do you want to ask her out?
Andrew: No.
Kid 1: Michael?
Me: No... err.. Brent wants us to do it for him
Kid 1:
I've been thinking for a while. About How Middle School will go, and what will happen (or has happened) in result of 6/3/08 or "The Note" day.
I've thought so much that I had a small panic attack and last night I couldn't sleep.
So these are my thoughts; I've thought about why I wasn't able to talk to Amanda in those 4 months. It was the fear to accept the truth publicly.
The note that I gave her on that Tuesday and the embarassment was both our faults. One was that she was the one who
I'm Baaaaack.
This is an entry about the events of this week. This is basically what happened on Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday =
We're afraid to talk to each other so nothing happened.
NOW the interesting stuff was on yesterday and today.
Just so people don't get confused; Brent says he is friends with her (not the way you think).
Anyway, Thursday went like any other, except for the fact my teacher surprisingly showed one of my movies in photography ^^. After we ate lunch, I wa
Hey, I've been meaning to post this since Friday (been busy and distracted). It's just a little review of what happened last week, what will happened this week, and other stuff.
Well, my plan for the week was to lay low, observe, and see what would happen. (And you all know what I'm talking about, right?). Nothing really spectacular happened. But, I noticed that when I pass her lining up area to meet my best friend Andrew (Who's the only one who's supported me in this thing) and she's t
EDIT:
Sorry for the kinda non-deceiving title.
It's just that in about 10 minute, I'll be going to the doctor's office to get my acne cleared up... that was kinda lame, but... meh. But, if this works, it will change how people think of me to an extent, which is a good thing.
What a shlemiel.
~/\mph
P.S. I may have an entry coming tonight about one of those topics I mentioned ealier, most likely it will be about the "new girl".
Urgh... I feel there is now no need to post entries anymore... as no one reads this... Hmmm...
Might as while post something... Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen figures are coming out Friday at 5pm. Going to my local Walmart at 8 to pickup most of them (also, spares me the fear of seeing someone I know, which I always do ) My Bionicle eBay topic is up HERE, there's more to be added, though. Act quickly, the auctions added end on Wednesday . My School Music Video (If anyone wants to hear
UGH
I chickened again, because of pressure from my friends and the 'Fight or Flight' feeling. And, I had at least 3 chances to say something. It's gone from saying,"Hi" to the "Will you go out with me?" kinda deal. You and me both know a simple "Hi" won't do much. And, that's probably what's she's expecting...If anything at all...
Thank goodness it's Thursday. This must be done tommorow. No questions asked. No backing down. As I said, I can't go a another week knowing I need to do this
You are probably wondering what has happened between Friday and now. I gotta tell you: A LOT. You don't even KNOW. Stuff you won't probably believe. Lots of stuff. including stuff that happened on the weekend. There are a lot of text conversations in this entry. They will be translated to regular words for you to understand.
Friday
It wasn't exactly what I thought it would be like. Brent explained it to me like as if we were meeting Amanda and her friend at the corner next to the school. A
I've been thinking about this for a while. I'm thinking about uploading the BZP Anniversery video to i-CAUGHT. I mean really? It's a peonomenon(well you get the point) on BZP and on the net. It's been "honored" on three sites as far as I know. So, are you supporting me? Are you against me? Should I upload something else? You can say.
~Amp~
I've noticed...a pattern. 2 guys in our "clan" have girls who like them (myself included). Let's start with my close friend who likes Stop-Motion and Bionicle too. It all started with a text message saying, "(FRIEND NAME HERE) is hot". Strange, right? And then there's me. huh. The girl that likes me is the daughter of my second grade teacher. My mother (ungh) told me that the mom told her she likes me. Of course, I was sorta excited because my last "crush" left me for my "large" ex-friend.( )
There is still hope for me in this girl fiasco. Ya see, on Friday, she only knew about me for at least 20 minutes. On a normal school day, we pass eachother at least 3 times a day. Good oppurtunities to say "Hi" (or unless somone can suggest something else). Good chances to see her reaction when I see her. Also, on Tuesday, we have a field trip to a Bowling Alley and Fun Center ( ). More oppurtunities.
And, I don't have to go through the quest to find out stuff about her. My friend that I've
This is the "mummy" that is part of my Egyptian Project (the one that has it's heart weighed).
It is made of Bionicle parts (skeleton), clay, and toilet paper...
Not much.
You heard right. Today is the first day of sixth grade today. Ooooooh boy. But the good thing is... we have the new teacher (which is a guy) as our homeroom, that used to teach kindergarten so he's gonna be really nice!
But I only have one of my friends...
...but that's not bad, right?
And I'm going to walk to school with him and his new dog this morning.
And I get to see my other friends I haven't seen all summer!
This afternoon I'll tell you how it went.
Bye
Tada!
This is the Devourer, or Ammit. The Devourer is an Eqyptian god that has a head of a crocidile and a body of a lion. It's main purpose is that if a mummies heart is lighter than the Feather of Truth, the soul of the mummy would be eaten by this terrifying beast.
This is a school project for my Social Studies class Egyptian Project.
Duhn Duhn Duhn...
It's the BIGGY... ...
But this isn't the whole project (or is it? <_>). there is also a mummy (made out of clay, Bionicl
This was a stop-motion film I made with my Bumblebee figure and my friend's Barricade. It was my first animation using the small camera with a remote (reason there's no jiggling). It's one of my best.
P.S. It ends when the Autobot sybol appears. I forgot to get rid of a part from "What I've Done". ><
Curse the boards! Well, anyway, my entry got cut off because it was too long. So here's the last part. This just the reason she's "heartless" and rude. And my thoughts now.
After that moment, I felt incredibly wierd and confused. I just wonder what made her just... say that? Really. She KNEW how much I liked and cared about her. It also seemed like we were getting along in the past.
The night after that happened, we had a text conversation. It basically me letting all of my anger out (i.
Here it is. This is how it plumeted. From a nice thing. To a swirling black hole of sadness and anger. This will be a long entry. Discussing many things. Let's get started.
Just let me say, I went through 3 cell phones in this time. Also, texts got deleted. I'm just going to tell you what I remember.
October 29th 2:40 PM
It was 3 days after I told her how I felt. We never said anything to each other. I texted her saying, if she did not like me, why was it so hard for her to talk to me.
