I hope you get better soon Milady. I've felt like that before, last year, missed some school from it, I could barely move, so I was stuck in one place most of the day, tired, hungry and more. A horrible feeling.

We haven't talked in a while, and I hope everything's okay. I know how you feel.

I'm guessing your greiving over Beliwa as well? You probably knew him better than me as he gave you a specific mention while I merely fell in with the "Vezok's friend and all the others from BK" mentioning. But consider this quick line from Raka, someone else who he gave a specific mention to;

Now dont be sad, Honor his memory with a smile! sorrow makes you sic! Honor him with a smile!

Awwww Lady K Feel better and smile again soon! *Huggles*

I'm praying for you Lady K.

A leave of absense may very well be what you need. I wish you the best with whatever you choose to do in this situation and I pray that it helps you out.

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I'll be praying for you Lady K. Do what you need to do to face this, and remember that we are here for you, you're never alone.

-Ax-

Lady Kopaka, I hope that you can get through this. We will miss you during your leave. I hope to see you back on BZPower soon.

-azblue

I'm glad you're taking my advice.

May you, when you return, be better than you are now. -Swert

I understand how painful this is for you.

I understand how painful this is for you.

No, you don't. Death is an unique experience and everyone reacts to it differently.

Feel better LK.

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I wish I had gotten to know Beliwa before this happened. I would have loved if something better than this could have drawn him so close to my life as he now seems. Those worthy of my highest respect bow their heads for the loss of one of similar greatness, whom I was a fool not to get to know either personally or through his widely-acclaimed works. I heard of this through Lyichir, who was able to find out during one of his study halls at school, and I was shocked. I feel awful that I never was close enough that I might share in the grief of those who know a person so worthy of everyone's respect.

Yet, from what I heard, his respect did not dwindle as his situation worsened. He was noble enough to sacrifice honor for the continued happiness of others, and hopefully noble enough that either heavenly or earthly honor (depending on the beliefs of the reader) doubtlessly await him-- honor he was noble enough not to partake in when it could be enjoyed.

Moreover, I know that he was in good times as well as bad a great person. Why? Because those I know personally to be great people hold him in such high regard, such high esteem, that his greatness cannot be taken lightly. I speak not only of Lady Kopaka-- heaven forbid I should use such a symbol of Beliwa's greatness to further glorify another-- but of all who knew this person, all who had the pleasure of sharing not only in his acclaimed literary output but in his private and friendly company.

There is no proper way to close this. I am not fit to address greatness of which I know the magnitude alone and not the content. All I can do is pray for him, something which demands no personal acquaintance, something which merely requires the quiet and personal wishes of an upset heart or an upset mind. Lady Kopaka, you will be missed during your time of absence from online comings and goings, but your respect for Beliwa further demonstrates to me the nobility I never knew, the good times I never earned the right to share. Nay, Lady Kopaka, your absence will be an honorable way of showing the world how much Beliwa ought to mean to it; and how much more he must mean to those who knew him in an offline setting at the same time. This close is not proper, it is not conclusive, but it is the best my words might do.

With all due respect,

Aanchir: Rachira of Time

Please take as long a break as you want to, Lady K. I hope that by the time you return, you'll be your cheerful self once again. More experienced in the ways of the world, maybe, but still the Lady K that contributed much to BZP.

I understand how painful this is for you.

No, you don't. Death is an unique experience and everyone reacts to it differently.

 

Feel better LK.

 

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Hey my best freind got hit by a car! Atleast it was peaceful for Beliwa.

I understand how painful this is for you.

No, you don't. Death is an unique experience and everyone reacts to it differently.

 

Feel better LK.

 

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Hey my best freind got hit by a car! Atleast it was peaceful for Beliwa.

I didn't say you didn't know what Death felt like, is aid you don't know what LK is feeling like. Everyone has their own unique reaction.

Believe me death is never easy for me to handle and this isn't about you or me being able to handle it. Its about Lady Kopaka.

God bless you, Lady K. I know how hard this must be for you, especially on top of the other difficulties you've been having. I'm sure Beliwa is in a better place now. Try to remember that.

*long hug* This really struck me hard, and I'm still in shock right now, but your feeling must be so much greater. I'm praying for you, Lady. Come back when you are ready; I'll miss you, though.

@Jet: *Sigh* Jet, Cap'n merely meant different people take peoples deaths differently.

i hope you get better lady k.

i cant believe beliwa's gone......... he as a great guy....i'll miss him

Lady K, if/when you read this, if I haven't already made contact with you, please get in touch with me, I have things I must talk to you about.