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I lost something really special, and I truly regret making the mistake that started it all. Everything was going the way as I planned it, but now, I just don't know. I don't know what tomorrow will brings. I don't know if I will even stay in the Boston area, or quit work and move back home in western MA and start all over again. I can't risk leaving work, but I also need a home I can truly depend on instead of being a leech. And then there are those moments if it is even worth to live cuz I have nothing going for me anymore. No motivation. I betrayed the ones I love. I betrayed myself.

 

-Omi

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Everybody makes mistakes. I made a big mistake too that I regret very much because it cost me one of the things I held most dear. But these mistakes do not define who we are. It's how we deal with them is what does that.

They show us where we need to improve. You got to hang in there and most importantly you got to do what you deep down feel is right. I know that nothing sucks worse to hav wronged somebody you care about.

 

And about the "is it worth to live" part: You can't quit there. I mean even if, you'd just cause the people that you love way more pain.

And I don't know you as well as some others here do, but I never got the impression of you beeing someone who gives up.

 

I hope I could help, or at least give a little comfort.

 

 

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Vf pretty much said it all.

 

Plus, we've only just met, and I'd hate to lose ya already. And then there's Nukaya...

 

All in all, don't give up. It's in times of darkness that truly allow someone to shine.

 

~EW~

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Everything is going to be all right. Trust me.

 

I, too, have gone through times (twice!) when I was without a home and a job. Such times are very stressful because of the sheer level of uncertainty over the necessities of life, and over one's future as a whole. But do not fret. As my father always says, and my experience has borne out the truth of his words, things have a tendency to work out.

 

Do what feels natural. Go where you feel drawn to go. Follow the leads you pick up on. And, perhaps most importantly, don't isolate yourself. Draw support from your relationships, family and friends. There is an enormous amount of help available just from your close personal network, so don't hesitate to ask.

 

We all make mistakes. That's a given. Yes, we do have to carry the responsibility for them, face the consequences -- but we also learn from them and move on so we don't have to repeat those mistakes or beat ourselves up for having made them. I urge you, Omicron Shilo, to please forgive yourself. That's really the most important favour you can do yourself in this situation.

 

Best of luck in your search for your best possible future. You will find it, so don't be discouraged, but have faith instead. I'm rooting for you, homie. Go get 'em.

 

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heres my motto- Never quit.

 

 

OMI IF YOU GIVE UP ON LIFE LIFE WILL GIVE UP ON YOU! >:U

YOUR TWENTY-FREKEN-TWO! YOU HAVE A WHOLE LIFE AHEAD OF YOU!

I WILL INLIST TWO-HUNDRED AND FIFTY EIGHT AND A HALF PEOPLE TO SLAP YOU IN THE FACE IF YOU QUIT, GOTS IT?

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*gives Omi a tight hug*

 

Hard times come, and it sucks to be in such a situation. I hope things do get better, and take the advice of what others have said. :)

 

-<dd>

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Hope you get better.

As others have said, these things happen in life.

If you just want to relax, I recommend meditation. Sit down for as long as you want, but just don't move, and listen. Think about things if you want, and breath calmly. Just sense youre body at rest, and when you're done, get up and carry on with whatever you were doing.

I do that and I feel much more relaxed.

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You are in my prayers as well, Omi. And, just for reference sake to MGS, 'The Best is Yet to Come'. I wish you well.
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We all hit potholes in the road of life, some are just a lot bigger than others. You learned a valuable lesson that you will carry with you for the rest of your life Omi. Trust only friends, and those you love and love you back. Things will get better, they always do. Pain lasts in the heart, but how long you let it last is up to you, and you alone. Only you can make it a rainy day in your world.

 

Lessons learned, you have found out what is truly important in life.

 

Giving up is not an option. I have been there, and wanted to do that, but everytime I thought about it, it scared me to death. I was saved from myself only recently, and am forever thankful for this.

 

Starting over is hard to do, but it can be done. I have faith in you buddy, you will persevere through this tough time in life.

 

Be wholesome and pure, and things will look brighter.

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