Noooo...
The only thing I like about today is that we're gonna watch two episodes of Star Trek in about an hour.
Asides from that today was HORRIBLE. (yeah, caps) Why?
Well, I got the geography test from last week back. (I didn't blog 'bout that, methinks). And why's that so bad? Because I got my worst mark ever. Now you might ask "Well, poor you, how bad was it?". Then I'd have to tell you that the grade would be a C. (Meh, Austria has a different system for that; over here it's a 3, just in case someone from Austria, Germany or wherever else they use that system reads this entry).
Go ahead, tell me that this isn't that bad.
"This is not bad, why are you overreacting, what's your problem?!"
The problem, dearest voice in my head, is that this is not my usual... stuff. I set the levels for myself high. I failed myself and my own expectations. So I'm angry with myself/that I did not learn enough/that I dunno how to memorize maps/that I got a bad mark/that I got that mark in Geography, where all you need to do is learn something, where understanding is not needed.
... and the rest was silence
Now where did that come from? O.o
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