Do you know what it's like...

[Kanakalackin]

To feel stuck in a spiral

 

To argue with yourself internally every day

 

To feel like the target of your whole family's anger and frustration

 

To always play the role of the happy, easy-going guy

 

To not feel like you can speak out because you fear the possible repercussions

 

To want to die but want to live

 

To feel like you can't fit in

 

To love your friends and despise your family

 

To not do things because you don't want the people you love to be affected

 

 

I do.

 

I need an out.

 

I need to send a message.

 

I need a way to express my struggle without sounding like a sociopath.

 

I need to live and die simultaneously.

 

I need to feel loved.

[evil_jaga_genius]

And I was so arrogant to think I was the only one.

[Ghidora131]

I do.

Firstly, the majority of BZPower is probably not the best source for IRL guidance and comfort, as they'll either tell you to 'suck it up' or 'just do the right thing'.

 

Secondly, I'm definitely capable and willing to help you out in this circumstances (one of the only things I'm very experienced in) but not here. This is definitely not the place to discuss such intimate matters as family-related depression and etc., so if you wish to discuss, send me a PM.

[The Hip Historian Iaredios]

 

I do.

Firstly, the majority of BZPower is probably not the best source for IRL guidance and comfort, as they'll either tell you to 'suck it up' or 'just do the right thing'.

 

Secondly, I'm definitely capable and willing to help you out in this circumstances (one of the only things I'm very experienced in) but not here. This is definitely not the place to discuss such intimate matters as family-related depression and etc., so if you wish to discuss, send me a PM.

 

Well said.

 

I used to help people with this kind of stuff all the time, but after doing that and having arguments with instigators for 2 years straight, it all has left me mentally exhausted to the point that I felt ready to retire once done with High School. In fact I still feel hesitant to assist people with this kind of stuff, thanks Ghidora.