I would like to say thank you everyone for all the advice, I would love to personally quote everyone, but to simply go down the line to everyone’s main points I would point out:

I wish my parents would listen, they always complain about what I am doing, but never accepting or even care to listen what I am up to that I am enjoying. Or maybe I should talk more to them, I dunno...

I think I will stop going on AIM/Yahoo/MSN as much as I have been, but I might go on once and awhile, even though I love to talk to friends and it is very helpful at times to talk about RPGs I am in, help with art, writing, etc meetings, and so on; I don't think I am going to push my parents, I am just going to let it drop and maybe when I am older they might allow it...It just makes me feel a bit better to see some of your parents feel the way about messengers, and not just mine.

Talking over to my parents would be helpful, but once again, I just always get myself mad because they just don't feel that they are really listen, and then it makes me feel stupid and makes me feel like I am wrong always. Dads always working and moms always sick, I never find a time to talk to them...anyway, and I am much to afraid to talk to my dad about these things because he just yells at me.

And I have always thought about showing mom a 'tour' around the site...I really feel like doing that, one day I think I will just try to purposely get on BZP through my moms computer, and maybe slowly talk about it...I just hope she will listen. And to Omi, he has a point--He is the only one (Or so I think ) That has my address, last name, and stuff like that. XD But seriously; that would be a good way to go.

But I wish, just so wish to death out of anything else... that I could show off my stories, my art to my parents, show and brag how popular my stuff has become, show all the great reviews I have and how great you members have been to it. But they don't seem interested, dad wouldn't care and mom would just say I should be writing and drawing in better subjects more often, they never ask me...I know I should be talking to them...But it feels that they never want to go up and say something like compliments for once. All I feel is that my parents just fuss at what I do wrong, and never encourage me; help me back on my feet. Sometimes it feels it is just God and me.

I'm...I'm sorry, I don't mean to rant--I hate ranting on this blog, it feels that is all I do on my blog, it makes my life look so depressing and gives my parents a bad image, trust me they are the best...But sometimes I need a rant, and I have no one to tell it to like this; cept' for when I talk to God sometimes about this, even though I know he hears me, it makes me feel good when I am talking to a friend in life and they show that they understand and I am not alone in this.

So basically, I am just going to let it drop and not make a big deal out of this...I remember one time mom wanted to talk to a friend from the board, and my dad laughed at some of the pictures from Brickfest last year...I wish they were always like that.

Anyway, I have bed. Thanks for listening through whoever dared, and hope I don’t sound all depressed or anything. I feel quite fine really; just deep inside I needed to get this out.