Mushy the Mushroom
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Trying to survive waiting on doctors = procuring medical test devices.
Thinking the crashes are low blood sugar and planning to reattempt some form of adequate hydration and food = highnormal blood sugar while starving + dangerous hypotension.
Doctors saying go to the ER = knowing from experience they cannot decipher me there so hanging at home.
Broth = precisely one-hour-after violent body rejection .
Broth with green vegetables = prolonged painful rejection to the point of inability to lift own body off floor.
Broth with one carrot = violently hyperglycemic.
The past three years of somehow surviving near starvation for symptom control is at last making sense! ._. So grateful, so close!
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Quality of life has exponentially improved due to the joy of burying myself alive in drierhot laundry and folding for escape. 🧦
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The 2+ year inability to feel hunger was weird, but the past 2+ weeks of inability to feel thirst at all is extraordinarily alien.
Meaning 16 oz of fluid for entire days and the body is not concerned.
and my lips spasm in short chugs instead of allowing normal gulps
Then the stomach fights once ingested?
Also the sensation of the limp still super swelling left semi-paralyzed foot that occurred all at once.
As though my whole body permanently lost sensation and It's easy to forget being in it. But somehow there is more pain.
Absent-minded aftermath observations post drs-don't-know-what-to-do-so-discharged-w/far-out-apointments double-ER-suspect-stroke/vessel/neurology/cardiac/crash-but-didn't-die-day.
Sorry for pointless ramblings. I feel weird typing it for fear it appears a complaint. I just often wonder how normal humans live and what their experiences are, so maybe normal people find amusement in medical oddities?
I am so grateful to be here, talking and able to move again!-but at what point is the being barely able to eat or drink going to bite...?
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Time to embroider a rainbowy bird now though and drink in its pretty plumage.
Anyway, love to all and wellwishes to yee.
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The only two TikTok things I've tumbled into via IG have been about edible corn. I have unrefined faith that this media platform must be modern era Veggietales. 🌽
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The guilt that comes with being able to hear it all quite clearly. While you cannot move or speak at all and people think you're dead or asleep basically like:
hello from the other siiide
the medics think I'm out and pulled me from my riiide
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Took me 7lbs of medical records to notice I've been in the ER 7 times in the past 7 years?
And also the 3-4 unrelated bad head injuries achieved playing outside over those few years that I fully forgot about until reading about it?
the brain
the burnt remains
crisps
*a sincere apology to anyone I ever have encountered for essentially not understanding things, and any hardship incurred from me, and thank you for the patience*
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Oh no, the avatar is the cutest and I missed it! I apologize and adore its tiny size.
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The highlight of my night:
Hearing rodent-like shrieks from near a vent, scrambling for a flashlight to sneak down the basement stairs thinking the blood of the rats was coming to avenge me, only to discover it was a racoon- actually outside! but seemingly furious over a newly toppled tree. -
Strange how survival mindset makes one oblivious to the six months without a dishwasher until the second a splendid scrubber is setup! 🍽️
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🌲Would you believe? Two months precisely until Christmas Eve!
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Pressing question:
Are you facing your fruits again? Shall the tradition live on? 🎃
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Presently perfectly four months until Christmas?! 🌲
...and I am afraid I haven't made one gift... 🙈
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Happiness is having a working stove instead of cooking in a coffee maker!
Magical how lack makes normalcy a jubilant luxury!
Welcome!
