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  1. Arch-Angel

    They Need A Names

    By Arch-Angel,

    Afew days ago, while talking to Exo via blog entry, the discussion of remembering eachother as newbs came up, and she (or is it he? I'm befuzzled) said that she remembers me as a newb as well.
     
    How did I reply?
     

     
    Her/His response: XD
     
    This image was created during Spanish Class last year in November. I didn't understand a lick of what the teacher said and considering we had these boards and eraseable markrs he handed out, it was born.
     
    Of course my classmates laughed. Its just random and is better than 'wat?' in any different ways. Not to menton the face.
     
    Eariler today (actually, 30 minutes ago) had a conversation with Sora on AIM.
     

    I made fun of him.
     
    His reponse: XD
     
    So, considering thse fellas brings the laughs out of us, I decie, why not name them?
     
    ... But does anyone gots a name for them?
     

  2. Arch-Angel

    My Eyes! They Burn!

    By Arch-Angel,

    No really. They burn. ><
     
    Haven't had as much sleep as I should've. Yesterday I got 3-4 hours of sleep, and last night probably 5-6 hours. In total, I got a regular day's worth of sleep from two days.
     
    Of course a New Years Resolution of mine is to pay attention and pass Biology.
     
    Lemme look at the schedule...
     
    Ahaha! Right after that is Gym! This ought to be a fun day!
     
    Ah, English... Should be interesting since my teacher broke his ribs in a car crash. Hope he's back and doin' well. We got some Book Project/Oral Report thing going. Apparently I'm voted 'Best Presentation So Far' by everyone in the class (who was there).
     
    Dang, Geometry... Funny class, but must do work. If I can't even open my eyes for it right now, it'll be entertaining to see me in there jumping in and out of sleep.
     
    Actually, sleeping in the class will probably make everyone laugh... been a while since I pulled a funny in class since this place has no heart for dry humor....
     
    In other News...
     
    Um...
     
    Okay, actual news!
     

     
    Eight weeks of no show, and David Letterman comes out with an old dead racoon wrapped around his jaw.
     
    Thats all I got (for now). If anything worth telling happens, you'll know before my mother!
     
    ~AA
  3. Arch-Angel

    Going For The Gold

    By Arch-Angel,

    The Blog of the Week 54 attempt is right around the corner. Today is 53, and I plan to take the Award for the first week of 2008 (hopefully my streak of luck on the first week is better than usual.
     
    I told you about my attempt here first. I'm still going for it.
     
    With that, I plan to make the next week as interesting for this blog and its readers as much as possible.
     
    Also, I'm doing a little remodeling as you can see. Though the Yin Yang Symbol at the top of all the content blocks bothers me intensely. I know its my theme, how my life goes for bad to good and good to bad, but its still a symbol of a religion. My beliefs don't stick to that religion. I'm a Christian, and I'm proud of it. I may not have gone to church in a long while (since my move back in late Oct.) but I still have the Holy Spirit of God in me. So I ask the Blog Assistants or Leader(s?) reading this if I could replace it with a Jesus Fish, Dove, or anything (not a cross). Its all I ask. I want to earn the Blog of the Week, but this means more to me than that.
     

  4. Arch-Angel

    Almost Cried.

    By Arch-Angel,

    I've been in a foul mood at 11:30 PM, the last remaining half hour of 2007. The scanner is broken, I can't give my entry to Ranna's contest (and she'd need it), and I haven't talked to Bionigirl in what feels like ages.
     
    I make my plate of food. Yellow rice, black beans on top, with rosemary pre-made chicken from Shaws to the side. Nothng I wouldn't expect. Just glad to have black beans, my favorite.
     
    I'm giving attitude to my mom and sister as they sit (mom) and lay (sister) on the couch. Alica Keys performed her hit song 'No One' to the audience of the possibly hundreds of thousands of people in Times Square of New York City. The final 10 seconds come up as that passes and the CBS News Team of New York interview celebrities and A. Rod finally. Never like A. Rod. Never liked the Yankees. FOf curse I don't like them, I'm a freakin' Boston Red Sox Loyalist. Won the World Series, so you can't say we suck and prove it.
     
    The Half-Ton Ball flashing its lights starts its slow descent to the unlit sign of 2008, which is hiding in the darkness. My mom decides 'Why not try to be a family these last remaining seconds of this year?' so she makes us hold hands. I never found us to be a family since my dad left us almost 365 days ago, Jan 2, 2007 at 2-3 AM as he was treated to the shiny bracelets and brought back to the station in the back of a Ford Victoria flashing its lights of red, white, and blue.
     
    The ball is going to make it.
     
    My 2007 face is still on.
     
    The ball reaches the 2008 sign and it lights up brightly proclaiming that we have now landed in a new year.
     
    Introducing my 2008 face.
     
    My mind starts racing instantly. Every thought, every sorrow, everything, and everyone that I have ever made contact with that had any impact on my life goes through my mind.
     
    And I feel tears coming to my eyes.
     
    My stone heart is almost broken, but stays strong.
     
    I feel hate. I feel pain. I feel anger. I feel sorrow.
     
    Truly wish I could feel anything but.
     
    My eyes are watery now...
     
     
     
    Its a stupid holiday. Its a stupid waste of my pathetic time. And its spent my someone as supid as I am.
    I could punch a hole in a wall right now, and I hope I hit the person on the other side.
     
    I'm looking at the empty can of Pepsi in front of me. First one of the year.
     
    Freakin'...
     
    Have a good year everyone. I'll be here swallowing down the foolishness and misery of my being.
     
    Have fun...
     
    BZPower...
     
    For me.
     

  6. Arch-Angel
    BAD NEWS

     
    I am so sorry to inform you all that I have just seen the trailer to this movie not to long ago, and again somone let loose the 2 of the 6 writers from the Scary Movie Franchise from their cage yet again. With movies like Date Movie and Epic Movie left in their path of destruction, we can't expect this one to be any different.


     
    Sorry King Leonidas. I truly am sorry...
     

  7. Arch-Angel
    Two thngs I want this coming year.
     

     
    No, not a mexican wrestler! A replica of the World Heavyweight Title Belt!
     
    No it has no use except falsely exclaim to the world that I am a World Champion.
     
    Either that or the WWE Title Belt:
     

     
    Most likely the above pic... or the pic above it... I don't know! Either one! Help me choose!
     
    But what I will be saving up for this entire next year is a car.
     

     
    Okay, maybe not that Mustang.
     

     
    Not that Mustang either.
     

     
    Something like this.
     
    First, I must take Driver's Ed. Which will definitely help so I don't need to get my license at 18. Before that, my permit. Some of you might ask, "Why didn't you get it on your B-Day?"
     
    For a simple reason.
     
    I know the rules of the road, I know how to use a car. Turn signals, all that stuff. But I want to be 100% sure before I go ahead and grab my permit. Or not, I'll just go over to the RMV (or DMV you might call it there) and grab the permit easy after lon lines and the growing urge to kill myself. (RMVs will do that to ya. I know, sister's permit, LONG.)
     
    But the future holds no promises. And I have to work for everything. (Thats why I'll be earning 300 bucks a week full time during the summer!)
     

  8. Arch-Angel
    What a two days its been. I'll start with Christmas Eve.
     
    Christmas Eve
     
    RACING. Thats the one was that can describe me in the Natick Collection. I'm running around, trying to buy presents or gifts or whatever for my Ba-humbug! sister. Mom told me "Get a 50 Dollar Gift Card at Abrecromby or Hollistr or whatever" and see handed me two 20s and a 10.
     
    So after she butchered the names of two popular clothing lines, I went to Abercrombie & Fitch (Mind you, I may be a prep, but I hate A&F), got the Gift Card, use my mom's cell phone (still don't have my own, yet I'm 16. I see 7-year-old girls making calls to see if they can sleep over Jill's house or whatever...) to call my sister at our meeting spot, RAVE. Get there, 5 minutes later, I get a call. She's gonna spend another 15 minutes or so in there, so I bounce downstairs to CVS, look at a few fitness mags for a couple exercises, then go back up.
     
    Then I realize I haven't got her anything with my own money, so I'm looking through the little stands and buy a small bear and an ordament with 'I heart my sister' or something. Fast forward passed getting home and all, now I'm getting ready to go to my friend's house. I'm getting aggravated intensely because my sister is taking way too long and argueing with us every chance she gets, especially going over to my friend's house.
     
    Finally, after continuing to argue with her through the ride to his house, we get there. Suddenly she changes from pain in the neck to happy cheery Christmas goer. We have dinner, I go upstairs and play video games (mostly Kingdom Hearts which I just got, and wanted since the 5th grade) then gave a few presents to them, and finally bounced.
     
    Its about 2:30 AM, Christmas 'morning' and after annoying me, my mom and my sister convince me to open presents right there.
     
    I'll list what I got.
     
    1. Giorgio Armani cologne with after shave and shower gel, 'bout 70 bucks.
    2. Rubik's Revolution
    3. My first cell phone I'm gonna return for a Razr.
    4. Kenneth Cole new york After Shave
    5. American Eagle Watch
    6. Hollister Gift Card ($40)
     
    The first three weren't the best. I think I made my mom sad when I didn't like the cologne. Why? Its 70 bucks. I don't want her to spend that much money on me for cologne. I decided that I'm going to return it and use the cash to buy a jacket from Hollister.
     
    Sounds selfish to me, but Im going to make it up to her.
     
    The Rubik's Revolution, again from my mom, wasn't really so much a gift of love, but a gift as a joke. Plan to return it too, which didn't bother her at all (I think)
     
    The cell phone was from my sister, and she's okay with about anything... now.
     
    Christmas
     
    Went over to my friend's house, his dad served me and my mom breakfast (sister didn't bother to come, she had friends coming over), played Kingdom Hearts yet again. Basically all we did, I slept over.
     
    Yesterday, or Kwanzaa, or Post Aftermath Christmas, I dunno...
     
    Kingdom Hearts AGAIN, man the game's addicting... Well, my friend plays, I watch. I gave up after a while from giving him the control. He sleeps over my house this time, and guess what game we play til 1 AM? ... Yeah...
     
    Today
     
    Finally, after a boss that aggravates us too much, we have put down the control and turned off the game. I mean, the tab for the hints and tips is still on this window, but at least I stopped watching him play and see the storyline unfold to type up this blog entry.
     
    Going to go the Natick Collection again today. Maybe buy something with the gift card or something.
     
    Well, got to go get ready,
     

  9. Arch-Angel
    The following is a Order of the Four Members of the Government of Party-Poopers.
     
    Four Members of the Government of Party-Poopers: *In unison* In everyone's blog, they say the term 'Merry Christmas'. You should not say this. We do not want to offend the people that do not celebrate this holiday. By order of the Four Members of the Government of Party-Poopers, we demand, not suggest, that you use this term from now until end times.
     
    'Have a Happy Non-Denominational Politically Correct Government Approved Religiously Indifferent Holiday Season.'
     
    Arch-Angel: *Come in* Hey!
     
    The Four Members: OMG!!1!!
     
    Arch-Angel: *Superkicks Member One*
     
    Arch-Angel: *Superkicks Member Two*
     
    Arch-Angel: *Sees that Member Three is preparing for AA's Superkick* Heh. *Slaps Member Three across the face*
     
    Member Three: Hey!
     
    Arch-Angel: *Superkicks Member Three*
     
    Member Four: You won't get away with this! :angry:
     
    Arch-Angel: Wanna bet?
     
    Member Four: *Pulls out wallet* I got 50 bucks saying that you won't!
     
    Arch-Angel: *Superkicks Member Four* Gambling is a sin!
     
    *Before walking out, Arch-Angel turns around and take the 50 bucks in Member Four's Wallet*
     
    Arch-Angel: I'll pay you back later...
     
    *end credits goes up screen*
     
    *Background shows Arch-Angel under a a fallen Christmas tree with a dead cat and a knocked-out Santa at his side*
     
    Oh Christmas Tree, Oh Christmas Tree...
    Why have you fallen on top of me?
    You scared the dog,
    You killed the cat,
    You hit the fatty in the funny hat.
    Oh Christmas Tree, Oh Christmas Tree...
    Why have you fallen on top of me?
     
    Merry Christmas everyone.
     

  10. Arch-Angel
    I don't know what to celebrate anymore. I mean, I'm more than happy that I celebrate a holiday for its true meaning about the Son of God coming to Earth to save us and not a jolly old fat man that should be charged for breaking and entering every year on the 25th of December. You'd think that if we know where he's going to be, we'd catch him by now.
     
    ...What?
     
    The point is, as a kid, Christmas would be a great time of year. Warm cozy home, comfortable, family love...
     
    Now cold apartment, uncomfortable, chores, family torn apart by sorrow...
     
    The background music of a day at the beach playing on my new, bought used, Kingdom Hearts game I got myself yesterday at Gamestop...
     
    Makes me want to go throw rocks at Dasher, Dancer, Prancer, Vixen, Comet, Cupid, Donner and Blitzen.
     
    How do you freakin' get off this island?! (Kingdom Hearts)
     
    Well, Merry Christmas everyone. Cause mine won't be.
     
    Where's Karley?
     

  11. Arch-Angel

    Interview With Omi

    By Arch-Angel,

    This started out as a simple discussion yesterday that somewhere in the middle ended up as an interview.
     
    NOTE: He wanted me to correct his chat-speak for this one.
     

    Just so you know, Toaraga PMed me.
     
    Speaking of the Moderator, Toaraga's B-Day is.... TODAY!
     

  12. Arch-Angel

    Thats A Bummer...

    By Arch-Angel,

    I had plans for the blog that I completely forgot, and the days without BZP have been a bore...
     
    So, my B-day (Wednesday, the 19th) went well I guess. Got 100 bucks, and so far got a Hollister Shirt and American Eagle Sweatshirt. Had some Ice Cream Cake and all, watched a movie, would've spend the day on BZP, but EVERY YEAR something happens to me or BZP that refuses my access to it.
     
    Last year, I went to New York City, and the only place I could find with internet was a Burger King near Ground Zero.
     
    Before that, big virus on my computer.
     
    AND before that, somehow my entire internet froze.
     
    Well, at least I'll have Christmas here.
     
    Interview with Omi soon to be posted, maybe Song of the Day,
     

  13. Arch-Angel

    Separated Love

    By Arch-Angel,

    Tomorrow (and of course, the day before my b-day), my sister's boyfriend leaves to go back to Brazil. They've been together for a year and a half.
     
    How do you think my sister's taking it?
     
    She went too sleep last night at 4 AM, because she was too busy crying in complete sorrow. Heck, I went to sleep at 2:30 to finish my book for school.
     
    I'm in her Community College right now. She's taking a test in Economics. No time limit. I'm in the Computer Lab typing this up right now with my Should've-been-Birthday-or-Christmas-gift beanie hat from quiksilver that has a one ear headset, which I find pretty cool. Heck, I'm listening to 'Shawty is a Ten' and soon 'Because of You' right now.
     
    Being an immigrant is hard, and you have to lose a lot to have a new life. Start over with, without, or few family members, in a different country where things are run differently, different culture, and different language.
     
    He couldn't handle the pressure, so he's decided during the summer to move back to the family, leaving his girlfriend.
     
    Well, I just ask you all pray for my sister. The 'Love of her Life' is going back to Brazil and doesn't know if he'll come back.
     
    Over and out...
     
    ~AA
  14. Arch-Angel

    Song Of The Day 9

    By Arch-Angel,

    This one is for no particular reason. Its a good beat, feel, and its pretty well-known to both genres it covers. Alt.Rock and Rap.
     
    How can this be? Fans have been a war about which side is better for almost a year now.
     
    Well, mi amigo, look closer. If you like the band, you'll like the son. And if you like the rapper, you'll like the song. If you hate the other, well, sorry. You're gonna like the song anyhow.
     
    Numb/Encore By Jay-Z and Linkin Park
     

  15. Arch-Angel
    ...And ended up with nor'easter last night. And the Plows had enough time over the night to get rid of the chances for a snow day.
     

     
    ...So I wake up late today to purposely miss the bus, but mi madre had other plans. I missed my first two periods of History and Biology, and have only a Study, Spanish 2 (which I'm not even suppose to be in), and Geometry. Geometry was enough for my mom to get me there at 10 AM for those three classes.
     
    Would've started a poem but my teacher suggested I do some work with a partner.
     
    Longest hour (and a half?) of my Friday life.
     
    In other news, I saw a Saturn SL buried in snow and instantly reminded me of Omi. I actually considered cleaning it up for some cash... or proto. (JK )
     
    I'M ON TV, BOI!
     
    On ECW (Extreme Championship Wrestling), I snuck my way to get in the seats in front of the camera. You see my poster going up, down, all around as I try to get it on Live TV. The Poster says "BIG DADDY V HAVE YOU CALLED JENNY YET???" If you want to see me look like a fool on world television, get up to 5 minutes and 44 seconds, thats 5:44, on the video where my poster starts showing up throughout the match. After the match, I'm gone, but if you want to see a cocky, arrogant wrestler do a monkey flip thanks to Redneck Asian, get to the 24:07, that 24 minutes and 7 seconds, for an amazing monkey flip.
     
    The Show

    Big Daddy V
     

     
    Song of the Day coming as soon as I choose between these two songs...
     

  16. Arch-Angel

    Poem On Y27

    By Arch-Angel,

    I made this a couple of days before the BZP Rap. Its messy, given the hour I made was alo Spanish Class. I believe the BZP Rap was better, but this one is deep.

    Y27

    Oh what a year it has been
    Have you seen the pain, hate and sin?
    Everything went so fast
    But is it all in the past?
     
    Why is it that I wear the scars
    And people rise above as stars
    And choose to beat me down
    And when I call for help
    I receive not a sound?
     
    They don't care what they need
    Their drive is terrible greed
    I'm a caged bird singing
    I need to breathe
    Is anyone going to set me free?
     
    2007 was a year of pain
    And 2008 only looks to be more insane
    But I'm going to rise above all the factions
    Not have my words always speak
    But instead my actions
     
    Trust me, in this world now, you have to...
    Because their determined to rip you to fractions.

     
    Now in the criticism, I hope you know what you mean by having to stretch the rhyme. The poems I write are meant for speaking, not reading. So read it outloud, not in your mind.
     

  17. Arch-Angel

    Song Of The Day 7

    By Arch-Angel,

    This song goes out to the troops in Iraq. The band performed this song a seen in the music video. Its deep and has love sprinkled on it. Whether its family, friend, or loved one, it works for departures.
     
    When I'm Gone by Three Doors Down
     

  18. Arch-Angel
    The number 54. The number of weeks in a year (Plus 2), John Cena's number in his College football years, number of Diet Pepsi I'd drink in a week, and number of people Chuck Norris has restraining orders against on BZP, and... well, I just like the number.
     
    What I'm trying to say, nothing would make me feel more happier then to end this year with at least some accomplishment. The First Day of this year I have the memory of my father getting arrested. My first girlfriend and I broke up a week before Valentines. My first punch to the jaw. I could go on.
     
    Still don't understand? Let me help you.
     

    ME
     
    WANT

     
    BLOG
     

     
    AWARD


     

    But I know I have to earn it. I know I can't get it by saying "ME WANT BLOG AWARD" I have to entertain you all.  
    I HAVE TO EXCITE YOU! I HAVE IGNITE YOU!! I HAVE TO DELIGHT YOU!!!
     
    But the question is...
     
    How?
     

  19. Arch-Angel
    In Greek Mythology, Achilles was a Greek Hero of the Trojan War, and was immortal or something, and died when shot with an arrow through his heel, they only part of his body not immortal. And then he died.
     
    Well, my left knee hurts. Forgot my knee wrap at home, so now I have an Ace Banage around it, which isn't taking away from the pain. It feels like... burning? In the inside of my knee. I can't really describe it.
     
    In other news...
     
    The roads in Mass. are slippery. By slippery, I mean I hope you know how to freakin' skate. I fell on my butt trying to get to the bus stop, having to walk on tire trials that had sand on them it have some kind of traction. May I also mention that the morning commute is getting served. The icy roads have caused pile-ups and accidents all over. Heck, there are 12-15 accidents on North 93!
     
    Omi must be having fun... can't wait for his entry on today...
     
    Wonder if goes something like this.
     

     
    ~AA
  20. Arch-Angel
    Many of you know (by many, I mean the few that read my blog) that I hate Tuesdays.
     
    I mean, HATE. Its my curse. Tuesday = Pain for me.
     
    But this Tuesday, Smackdown! and ECW are coing to Boston (nearly a year since they've been here) and I'm looking forward to being near the ring with my best friend.
     
    Of course, the whole being a Wrestling Fan thing would've never happened if it wasn't for my parents and the divorce, and the anger that flowed through my blood since, but I'm cool right now.
     
    I'll take pics of my sign and if I happen to see someone with a World Title Belt, I'll ask to borrow it for a few pics.
     
    Your WWE fan (And hopefully future WWE Superstar),
     

  21. Arch-Angel

    Addicted To Spanglish

    By Arch-Angel,

    Update on my life, I have quit the Wrestling Team to continue on working with my grades. Gotta put that ahead of sports. Also, I got a new mp3 player (wonder what I coul get now for Christmas), the Sansa c240 1 GB (Black).
     
    If you know me, you know I speak Spanglish.
     
    What is Spanglish you ask?
     

     
    Might I mention it is very fun to speak.
     
    Let me give some simple translations easy to remember and to spell:
     
    Yo - I
    Me/Mi - My
    Madre - Mom
    Padre - Dad
    Padres - Parents
    Hermano - Brother
    Hermana - Sister
    Amigo(s) - Friend(s)
    Tu - You
    Gusta - Like
    Amor - My Love
    Es - Is
    Muy - Very
    Soy - Am
    Que pasa? - What's up?/What's going on?
     
    Examples:

    Mi madre es muy angry. ><
     
    Me no gusta your hermana. >_>
     
    Mi padre's making take out the trash.
     
    Karley es mi amor.
     
    Yo soy Pirate!
     
    Can I go out with mi amigos?
     
    Que pasa, boi!?
     
    Hope that clears up most of my simple bi-lingual speech online and in the real world.
     

  22. Arch-Angel
    Ah... Tuesday.
     
    One of the many vains of my existance.
     
    Missed school today, last night was long, and I don't want to get into it.
     
    All day on the computer, and for some reason, BZP refuses to entertain.
     
    In other news...
     

     
    Also, introducing my new soda, Brazil's Finest...
     

     
    Good day, everyone. Unfortunately, its Tuesday.
     

     
     
  23. Arch-Angel
    The lights and idea came from Jack_Skellington, my new unoffical business partner.
     
    Notice the Christmas Lights on the Custom Content Blocks on your right? Its simple decoration!
     

     

    http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v439/messager/ChristmasLightsUp.png
     

     

    http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v439/messager/ChristmasLightsDown.png
     
    Credit Jack Skellington and myself! Mostly Jack!
     
    Happy Holidays (Because the government won't let me say 'Merry Christmas'),
     

  24. Arch-Angel

    Deadly Soda...?

    By Arch-Angel,

    As you should all know, I drink Diet Pepsi. I love it. LOVE IT.
     
    But is it healthy?
     

     
    List of Diet Sodas with aspartame:
     

     
    That seems to be the my problem.
     
    And orginal Pepsi gives me weight I can't afford to have (Wrestling Coch says to stay with at least 5 pounds at most away from Weight Class, I measured 220 today. Before 215) so what CAN I HAVE?!
     
    Please comment! Not trying to get comments for the heck of it, I MEAN it!
     

     
     
  25. Arch-Angel

    Why Did I Cry?

    By Arch-Angel,

    RRRAAAHHH!!
     
    Basically what I yelled continiously facing my 300-pound partner. Today we cut down a bit on the excerise and did combat moves, and then combat.
     
    The pressures of life had me thinking. All I had to do for wrestling to be an asset to the team, which is hard. 100 bucks to stay, can't get a job, and I got to be there every weekday and all.
     
    I wanted to quit.
     
    I talked to the assistant coach I went up against (last entry) and told him. He said to stick around for this practice and if it was to be my last, to make it good. So I did.
     
    As practice moved along, I'm paired with one of the few heavweights. I'm in weight class 215, and I am exactly 215 pounds. He's 300 pounds.
     
    So the combat moves require lifting the opponent up a bit to get them off their feet and their back on the mat.
     
    So I'm slammed down 15 times getting crushed...
     
    Most painful injuries was just the burns of sliding on the mat a bit. Others include my elbow getting under my back and landing on just my ribs.
     
    "Come around!" Shouts my coach.
     
    We get there.
     
    He starts reading his paper. He thinks for a while.
     
    "Combat! If you want to leave, then leave! I only need 14 guys for a team!"
     
    Kind of felt something directed towards me.
     
    I stayed. I wasn't going to let a 300 pound freshman leave without having some fight inside of me unleashed.
     
    Constantly being pushed over the line, I've unleashed the animal in me and slammed the wall hard with my hand. I know he was winning. I know I didn't have a chance to get to win. It was 20-0.
     
    He pushed me out another two times, then I finally I got my elbow right to his face to back him up passed the line.
     
    1 point.
     
    "Whats the score?" He asked, breathing hard.
     
    "Who cares? You win, I lose."
     
    Going back to the center of the circle, we go at it again. Once we broke up, I charged for a hard push, he held his ground, and gave a hard push as I was in mid-run.
     
    I hugged my ribs. My back hit the ground hard. He won. It was 10 points to get the person on the mat entirely, and he did. I got up, he patted me on my back with his sweaty hand, and the loser (me) went go do 50 pull ups.
     
    A fellow wrestler held me feet and told me how to get a harder workout from it, and helped me up.
     
    After getting a drink of water, I got a few nods from other teammates and shook hands with a teammate who's become a friend to me.
     
    I told my assistant coach I'm staying. Being an underdog is my place. A disadvantage is what drives me. Whther its height, skill, or weight (mostly height and weight), a fighting spirit goes on.
     
    Called my mom, tell her First-Year/Freshman practice is over, hanged out at the entrance, and listened to my music.
     
    As the rap on the radio played on, I liked the remix, but also started thinking about things.
     
    I haven't talked to Karley in a while. I had been crushed and man-handled by someone 300 pound freshman who nearly fractured a few of my bones, and I sucked it in when I hurt my ribs, which weren't . I have trouble walking because my legs still sore. I don't know if I can keep my grades up. I want to go home.
     
    I couldn't tell why. I just started crying. It got me really thinking. I can't tell why myself.
     
    What triggered it?
     

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