Grey Snow

Well I have some updates: Birth of Chaos epic is up --Birth of Chaos is nearly finished, almost done with chapter three so far, only one is up Digimon War RPG is sent to Janus and awaiting approval --I'll give a hint at it: A massive war between armies of Digimon led by your character who spirit evolves, like in Digimon Frontier Aranos of Ardgoune made me a trainer card in my signiture, he did a great job at it --I'm trying to make my own following his instructions, no luck yet My second epic, which I will keep unnamed, is being planned, not very far in the planning stages yet though My Naruto Epic, A New Age is comming along nicely --Though it's only being planned, I'm nearly done with Shippuden, I have to start posting soon Good news at school, I have a Communication Technology class where there's a video unit, my groups doing Mythbusters, can't wait to get to that unit That's all for now.

Well I finally got my Barraki Pre-Pit artwork up. Only sketches for now, but I hope to get the finals up soon. The other thing I'm working on at the time is a custom avatar for myself and then a personal photo, my avatar is nearly completed, I'll just need to make it a final from the sketch I have already. I hope I can get my avatar up as a good one and put in my signiture that I could make them for others who would want one similar, and hopefully I can get better with help from Lady Kopaka. I know my art won't be as great as hers, but hopefully good enough.

I know some of you may be wondering why my name was changed, or maybe nonoe of you are. I changed it because of my new resolve, and because of my 1000 posts. I changed it to reflect my new higher knightly resolves in order to hope to see her again. I realized if I changed like this I may see her again, I don't know if I just thought it or if it was a message to me. Something odd is this, I hae feelings for her, I want to be with her, and she left school one day before I was going to ask her out. So these feelings were never completely developed it seems. For some reason, I know that these make sense, but the last doesn't. These songs make me feel close to her, I do it for you I think it's called, and Wait for you, this one makes a lot of sense, but this third one doesn't. 1/3 Purehearted Emotions I think it's called. It's an end theme of the show Rurouni Kenshin and the opening lyrics translated are this: Even if I love you so much that I shatter myself Not even a third of it gets across to you These innocent emotions run around in circles I can't even say I love you These lyrics appear about three times, and these make me really think, I don't have feelings like that for her, I shouldn't, but it may be a sign to me, I hope it would just so I can be with her.

If anyone read my last two entries they'll know that I want to meet someone again. In my sixth hour algebra class we were getting a new student today (9-17) and I heard about it on the 14th. I thought it was her and I was excited and continued my prayers hoping it would be, it wasn't. It was bad fortune again for me, but now onto the second part. As some of you may have noticed I've been speaking of trying to resurect a show known as Portal. I've been really getting into this and trying to get support, which I don't think I've gotten unfortunatly. I've also been playing the Doctor Who RPG (Doctor Who fans should play it, it's interesting playing in the Doctor Who universe, though I've never interacted with another on ther yet, though I'm new to it.) I've finally been updating my Naruto Epic that I've been writing. I've been updating it daily with about four to eight chapters a day and I've finally got comments on it. I haven't been working on my Barraki Pre-Pit art for one reason, my heart isn't in it after my expectations were risen so much to be dashed, read my other entries and you'll see. I don't know if I'll want to upload them now, but even if they're bad I still will. I've finally fixed up my Kongu Mahri with new legs and got rid of the second Cordak, I hate those, and replaced it with a scyhe. It's not complicated, but it works and the legs are just his Inika legs. Now I just have to wait for Greg to update his blog, I hope we'll get new information in it, but it doesn't matter to me, I just like his.

If you read my last entry then you'd know that I had five or six classes in a row with the girl I wanted to see again. Unfortunatly yesterday in my Biology class that she would have been in, the teacher said she was removed from the seating chart, so she won't be there, I don't expect sympothy, but I continued to pray for months since I'm religious, and now I'm questioning in my prayers, why? Have I not been a worthy enough servent of my master, the Lord? Edit: I forgot this earlier. I've been working on Barraki Pre-Pit art, my Carapar is the only good one for what I can do. It had some of my heart in it, my other five are horrible for the sole reason that it lacked my heart. They would have been even worse if I worked on them after I found out. They're only early sketches, but still, even though they're only sketches, they're horrible. I can't move on yet in my life because I still keep praying and hoping.

Well this is my first attempt at making a blog. School has just started and I'm a freshman this year. My new school is pretty good so far, I haven't been late yet even though they excuse you the first week, but the main reason I made this blog is for this purpose. The person I wrote about in my signiture that I want to see again, that I'll protect with my life, left school after spring break last year and I'm not sure where she moved to. There are ten hours in my school, and she's in my third through eigth hour classes, that's an improvement over the three (or four depending if you cound gym one day and study hall the next at the same period as one or two classes) last year, but the problem is she has yet to be here. I've heard some things, that she's supposed to be here by the end of next week, but then I've heard that she wasn't, I'm hoping the prior is correct. She's the main reason I respect and follow the morals of the knight: honor and chivalry so much. I hope that anyone who reads this will hope for the best for me.

Thank you Greg for helping some of us members this way.

Where do you vote? I can't find it.

I'll vote for you Milady, I hope you win.

I saw this earlier in his profile, good job on that.

I doubt this is religious, good news though, and glad to see another religious person here.

No. What's wrong with lesbians? Nothing, that's what! >:0 I never expected to be prejudiced against so much! First off, I'm not sure if you can say that, and I wasn't sure if you were or not, just checking. And for your ages, kind of odd.

I saw it earlier, though I didn't know it was your entry. It's great, I'm not familiar with art contests, though if it's like BBC contests with voting, I'll vote for it Milady.

I'm going to try to enter, though I'm not sure what to say in it yet.

I've been rating you as five, and I hate braces. I just got mine off almost a year ago, great to get them off, I hope for the best for you Milady.

)--> QUOTE(^_^KawaiDesuNekoChan @ Oct 8 2007, 05:40 PM) Yes we are serious. We've talked about his for awhile, and we're ready to take our relationship to the next level. No I would wish all you guys would stop saying weird and all that. According to your profiles your both female and about 16, so is this wrong information or something?

Are you series?

Maybe you play as Lesovikk.

I'm with you on the fact that it's great loggin in as invisible, I'm trying it today, pretty good.

Good to hear, would you mind sharing your idea so we know? Either way, can't wait to see it.

That picture of the Joker's face is creapy, I didn't know what it was when I was scrolling through your blog, that's a well done job on him.

I'm taking Driver's Ed this year, I hope it doesn't go that bad for me next semester, but I'm taking it through school, I'll pray for you Milady.