Long ago I used to think that I wasn't particularly funny. Then people started saying I was, both on the webs but more so in real life. And then I started believing them? And then I actually started to try being funny. And maybe that made me funnier to be around, but looking at how I am now, did it really? I don't think so. Anyway, the upshot is that I don't think I'm all that funny. I'm also starting to question if I even have a good sense of humour, which I've believed I've had all my life. Now I'm not so sure. Probably doesn't help that memes are terribly unfunny most of the time. I mean really, when have they ever sent someone into hysterics? I seriously question people who find that rather low production humour as ripsnorting or thigh slapping or whether it's even worth a good chortle as think it deserves. A smile at best, but come on. There's really nothing there to laugh at. It's like people have no idea on delivery and originality. Captions seem to have become the lowest and most puerile form of humour, which is a shame because there have been some that have been real ticklers. I guess that's the thing. A lot of the humour that is in 'fashion' on the Internet, in TV shows, in real life with the dumb people I have to deal with, is just so infantile. Crass. Crude. Generally stupid, not clever. It's like the dumb jokes that children made as children but now with added sleaze. When it's even a joke at all, sometimes it's just dumb little catchphrases and words that probably came from pop culture that have no intrinsic value at all. And no idea of delivery or originality, or more accurately, making old stuff your own. I don't know many of the people I know can do that, it's all heavily recycled, overdone, and just tedious and lame. And there's also a sense of egoism behind it as well. The humour I've always liked is self-aware, but also self-depreciating, so less egocentric (sorta) but do it in a way at laughing at oneself as well as others, without resorting to the depressed clown routine. The people I like the most tend to be those that have a good sense of humour yet don't have an amazingly high opinion of themselves, and that's what makes me laugh. Not this pathetic little jabs at things that ultimately don't matter and are frankly not worth making jokes about. Oh and there are also the non-politically correct stuff that's not handled well which is more common than not, but non-PC can be REALLY funny when done right, usually in the form of satire. Great satire is the gateway to my heart, apart from music, you have no idea. But seriously, this will sound stupid (actually, I'm sure this whole tl;dr entry has sounded stupid and totally incoherent), but for humour to be good, it has to be done seriously. There's got to be some genuineness to it to make it really work, like a little grain of truth behind what is written to how the author of a funny text actually feels. It makes it more human, and less mass produced. In an age where we are continually being more defined by our technology, it's nice to show that there is some human ingenuity and humour lurking behind it all and making it all work. Sorry, that wasn't the point of this entry at all when I started writing this. In a nut shell, I don't think I'm that funny anymore, and maybe my sense of humour, like my taste in movies, is becoming very elitist, the end.