You guys are great. Thanks. ^^ But, believe it or not I do feel like I've slowly but surely been getting better. It's all still fairly new to me, you know, noticing and analyzing these things in depth, but that's why I'm doing these entries. It's just a way for me to get things off my chest while I try and figure things out (I don't have the best of social lives at the moment, so I generally don't talk about this with too many people). So, yeah, I do have a ways to go. Honestly, I think the worst is behind me. I just have to keep analyzing myself, keep thinking things through, decide on what kind of person I want to be and give it a shot. The first step, I think, is to figure out the issues I still have. Believe me, I'll be fine, even if I'm not now.