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Lego Delorean
Entry 85
Lego DeLorean Is 100% Remote-Controlled Brick Awesomeness
Found this on Gizmodo, EPIC WIN! I would buy this in a heartbeat!
Also added my Twitter section to the content box on the left (no, your other left...)
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Goodbye Legacy.
I was very sad to hear today that Andre Hurley (You should all know him as MaskCollector, owner of the Platinum Avokhii), has decided to sell everything in his collection. After years of preparing to create a museum of every part and collectible made, its all gone now. He's supposedly keeping the Avokhii, which is sad really, because no one else will have the chance to complete what he started. For one of the biggest collectors in the community to sell up, I'm really wondering what has happened to our truly beloved theme.
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How Tough Is A Cd?
Had an old CD, thought I'd play with it. There's a video on it.
Anyway, I covered it in fingerprints, ran it along a carpet, and played frizbee with it. It still worked.
Maybe CDs are a lot tougher than we think they are?
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The best movie ever if you haven't seen it yet go watch it right now if you have seen it go seen it again.
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14 YEARS!
WOW!!!
BZPower has been running all this time, with quite a ton of setbacks, but thankfully it's still going strong. Let's all celebrate the 14-year anniversary of everyone's favorite Bonkle site!
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School Stuff
Yeesh, it's been like forever
Well, school started a couple weeks ago. My AP psych, AP calc, AP physics, and french teachers are teachers I've had in the past for other subjects, great teeachers, but I already knew I would have them. My AP stats teacher, from what I've heard, isn't that great, but I've yet to have a problem with her. My econ and english teachers were the only ones I didn't know about before the year began, but they both seem to be good enough teachers.
At my school, we have "senior walls". It's a stretch of wall where it's decorated, and the year is put up, then signed by every senior. Unfortunately, this year, The "Class of 2009" is written in a ###### surreal style, and there's not really any background. I would rather have an unoriginal but good-looking wall than an original yet hideous one. Oh well.
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October Oldish Occasions!
Okay, October Oldish Occasions! Wow! What an existence this beautiful spiral of life is. I guess this is a hello, life update and hopeful return to this lovely internet homey. Trying to see if easier for me to upload embed IG content instead of resizing. Which made me weirdly more okay with being more goofy on IG posting with main goal of it being for BZP blogging and likely only seen by around 3 humans, haha.
October art first, blobbyblogbog below it!
The doll obsession did indeed overtake my October!
WELL FAIL
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So Ugly links..
So sorry.
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if it's possible?
did I already post this here, haha?
Candy corn caricatures of my mom and I from the glory of random craft trash, discount Go Grocery Avocado hot sauce bottles,their random black bags as a backdrop, and electric tape eyes. Salt lamp gift from family friends 🧡 The heights are accurate when I’m wheeling, haha.
@SPIRIT!!! May I tag to thank you overexcitedly with many virtual dance-a-happy? If not wanting to be involved in my weirdness I'll remove this! Thank you again for your genius! Every few-and-far-between human who enters the home sees it first thing and happiness it brings! EDIT:added the most important pic with their paper thank u sign sorry it’s shadowy/sunny bleached a bit hahaha
Apologies if unwated tagging here-can remove happily if any of ye request!
Shoutout to BZP bro @Bambifor remembering BZP birthday best wishes while I was barely alive! Thanks again! Coda (Anatolian Shepherd) 8x10” finished in September. 17.5hrs (mid medical episode art so snailstyle 😂). Pencil, mech’ pencil on watercolor paper. Thanks bunches to @otterfor allowing sharing (and for not minding lack of permission to pencil the pretty pet!).
So missed it here since a lifetime ago in September!
When somehow my everyday existence became a blur as I survived full blown falling into a rabbit hole without medical care (yet tons of prestigious doctors at Duke-who abandoned my case, ignored every near death plea for advice, said go to an ER-where the Mission hospital ER would discharge me, EDIT FEB 20 I just Google that place and found this hahaha (:https://wlos.com/news/local/mission-hospital-ncdhhs-report-details-patient-deaths-injuries-delays-care-asheville-health-centers-medicare-medicaid-immediate-jeopardy) still paralyzed and look at my limp body like I was lazy/wasting their resources and send a 7,000 bill that my cashier mom would try to pay ) and tried to retain consciousness in ER situations on a daily basis. Looking back at these months, it’s a miracle I’m alive. And my mom hasn’t absolutely lost her mind witnessing this. To be honest, I didn’t think I’d make it to 2024, I don’t think anyone did. I basically had accepted after the Jan 15 2023 stroke that I was unofficially on Hospice stuck on our couch and trying to make the best of it. In July I was tired of this, years of starving yet surviving due to my complex sickness. I decided to eat. Instead of controlling my symptoms by starving and waiting on Dulke diagnostic aid. I underestimated how severe the results of this would be, and am pretty amazed by the years of function prior achieved by miserable starving to control my diseases.
Not that getting in like 400-600 calories a day was much more than starving. Along with the daily 4hrs of fluid loss, writhing, hyperglycemia and that stranded me in a certain room that began to feel like a prison cell exactly 1hr after I dared bite into some delicious broth, vegetables, meat-or anything.
I was chugging two 2 liter bottles of electrolytes within an hour on the floor writhing…while my glucose was over 200 on no carbs while the fluid loss, LUQ pain, face flushing, etc raged. Every single day. An hour after eating, precisely-waiting to pounce on me. Clipboard art and crafts to cope while turning on The Frey Life videos on a shattered phone via YT. Wondering how other people live. Realizing how horrifying my own quality of life has been for years. Hoping to gain some insight on how human beings in a safe home life/environment on a daily basis live. What it even means to have a family support system.
There is a lot I don’t remember. There was a lot of lying on the floor, feeling possessed by some raging pain monster. Lots of being so weak I was barely managing to propel my wheelchair home alone. But not like anyone was there to help-my mom had to work or we’d both starve without having any social/family/medical support aid.
In like, September, on a week so weak I was wondering if it was my last, I rolled to the med drawer and grabbed my discontinued use Plaquenil for my UCTD, Undifferentiated connective tissue disease.
I started taking x4 the dose, 800mg. Have you ever been desperate to live? The daily GI fluid loss was cut to 2hrs daily instead of 4. My glucose wasn’t as bad. I told my good Duke rheumatologist and since then I've been prescribed 400 mg daily. The few pubmed articles I glanced at later support my positive experience with trying this- if I do have some form of endocrinology/cancer disease.
The horrors persisted, but more manageably. In October I got very excited and blasted Christmas music, decided to undertake doing a “real Christmas” this year in our new 101yr old family home! Because 2023 was the year of “home/life setup/seasonal decor totes/wow, normal moms have these things but mine never could”. So I started planning the holiday decor designs and working away on turning our old ornaments and junk in our Christmas trunk into things matching and new. I did a lot of ornament painting via the bathroom floor, (I have zero personal pride at admitting this, it kept me alive in such hours while unable to get ongoing medical care). .
My mom was trying to get me applied for Medicaid whilst the free-till won disability/SSI lawyer was still trying to prove I was incapable of surviving myself and needed SSI probably forever given Ehlers Danlos alone. My mom first applied me in mid 2022. My insurance ran out in January 2024 and my mom likely couldn’t afford to add me on hers at work. So we waited. I’ve been on Duke full financial aid for years, but also parent insurance deductible payment stuff and ER bills on them/now just Mom.
Mom-She finally got legally divorced in October ‘23, so grateful. What a wreck. Exdad still won’t sign over the retirement bit, or her mom’s inheritance car to her so it’s a nice lawn ornament, haha. The car on which he canceled the insurance on in late July-stopping us from driving legally, forcing her to buy a new old car, stopping my mom from renewing its insurance it not having the title of it, & stopping getting med help for me for the new daily ER fluid loss emergency. He didn’t know this stranded me into a life threatening crisis. He didn’t/doesn’t know this. I shudder at the scales of justice, so thankful to have survived it. So strange to me that someone like him would be sent a disabled child-He so often cruelly said to people “Did your parents have any kids who survived to adulthood? Bet they regret that!”...I have somehow, thankfully been one such personage surviving so far to this age, in spite of every arrow aimed at me. And found out in such situations there are endless ways to be personally happy-It’s an inside job! . I’m not even surprised any of this was done. Weird how you can see so much sadness it becomes easy not to even react.Anyway, sorry, hope it doesn’t sound angry- I’m not, just the unfortunate events in a chronologically current recording.
Takin' a drive, I was an ideal
Looked so alive, turns out I'm not real
Just something you paid for
What was I made for?
Some day those legal papers will come, perhaps, but tisn’t exactly pressing. Each time anything moved on the legal stuff it was a backwards breakdown stress spiral for my mom. I am grateful to say these horrors are now over, and things are much better! Now we can happily go on living, as if certain people in life don’t exist, without being every sec’ reminded of it, each conversation being about it, and go on enjoying that things are at last settled, safe and right. (EDIT: MID FEB ‘24: Car paperwork at last acquired, mom sold the sabotaged lawn ornament at last! Insurmountable gratitude!)
Medically, nothing was changing except one day I got super hungry, ate a lot of walnuts instead of the just like 500 cal daily meal that nearly killed me. My throat closed and the extra bad face flushing again. The Epi-triggered and resistant “anaphylaxis” again. The whole suspect Carcinoid Crisis again. Since 2020 that ugly thing. ER at Mission hospital, 6 am. Oct 16th. I made medical info cards a week prior because I’m tired of trying to explain my diagnoses. This thing is effective (RIP privacy when sickness shreds the remaining “dignity”. I now have 3 laminated and take to appts. the dysautonomia diagnosis new since September tilt table test. ). . I told my mom to ask for Octreotide. My mom mistakenly thought my allergist had suggested this, told them so . He did not. This was my own research. I could barely breathe much less tell them this. They gave octreotide and my airways opened up. I went home. Allergist appt to rerun allergen labs to be sure, like 1 lab order from my annoyed primary care doctor for the fluid loss. Still not allergy or high Tryptase.
So my good allergist (guy who found my tick bite Alpha Gal allergy saving my life so long ago), was like “yeah, still looks like carcinoid/a net tumor, especially given this, smart move on the Octreotide!” haha. So I contacted him later and my good rheumatologist for Duke and UNC GI cancer and new repeat endocrinology referrals for carcinoid/NET tumor/Possible diabetic condition. And UNC approved my mom’s full financial aid application for me! So since I’ve waiting on those to get scheduled some day, a new GI doctor appt at Duke in April (I had to fire the one Duke GI lady who left me to pretty much die after years of telling me it was surely Celiac disease and “just one more EGD, enteroscopy, etc”.)
I still had a useless Duke primary care dr 3hrs away, but we were unsure who to use here given the digital Mychart records needing to be accessible and making sure Medicaid would cover if I was approved. So I waited.
My high glucose raged during all this, I’d eat carrots or peas and it would go over 180. Tiny amounts of carbs sending me over 220 and half conscious symptomatically. I tried so many different foods, tried breaking it into two tiny meals to see if the GI got less angry, but nothing. So broth, protein, vegetables, and stevia seasoning became the mainstays while the glucose, face flushing, hyper thirsty, and GI episodes continued to rage on starving level calories. (Like 600 calories daily, robbed of yummy things). Meanwhile my frightening since-September 80-82lb weight just maintained. I’m 5’4”. Prisoner of war aesthetic going on there. Oh well. Alive!
Thanksgiving!a brief bit about it, i’ll blog content beyond October later, just a general update trying to grasp the spiral of this! I’d barely finished most of the decorations for the day , got to wear the vintage granny clothes I adore from my new 80+ yr old mom’s aunt (weirdness of mom being adopted) and it was wonderful with my mom off-day. We watched livestreams from ActionKid of the Macy’s Parade while eating POPCORN in our new popper & putting up the new upcycled decor by me (later to be blogged). We had such good times. One of the best thanksgivings I remember. Actively FB messenger spamming my brother. Every holiday prior was just the 4 of us and major medically-dietarily restricted/we just didn’t do anything. Also, prior, my ex dad hated the traditions, seeing his family at holidays, birthdays etc. and my mom had none aside from her peculiar puppy mill owner estranged mother and prison brother.
So getting to celebrate “real family holidays” in a gloriously nontoxic home environment is not something we’ve really experienced (except for my mom, as a child) before. It was a dream. I finally don’t feel unsafe 24/7! Near heaven! The 2022 thanksgiving prior I tried to pull out our old Xmas decorations but just cried instead over the shambles of our lives. 2023 thanksgiving was a DREAM. We are actually very much recovering and learning to live. If we’re all still around next year, I think it may be ever better!
I decided to make a traditional thanksgiving dinner, immediately freezing some dishes for Christmas. Decided to eat tons of whatever and everything I wanted that day, even if I went into a coma. That went SO badly hahaha. I took extra plaquenil. No regrets. Totally threw up. Eating is torture but so worth it.Would do again. I felt so alive, it’s so nice to eat with other people. I had no idea how poor not being able to eat together makes the “quality of life”. Wrote a disturbing song in the stupor that followed that I’ll later repost, hahaha.
And then after that Twas all out Xmas mode-still…Making some rushed decor, decorating the new old hold for the first time, trying to color theme each room!, lots and lots of cooking and baking! Pinterest recipe bliss! Planning excitedly for my brother to visit after not being able to for a year. The first time the home wasn’t even fully renovated and we didn’t do much of anything, decor or food wise. This meant unplanned renovations and rearranging of the kitchen to be more disabled/wheelchair friendly to reduce my suffering,haha.
The “Cook Nook” was evolving- my cozy cottage closet wheelchair workspace! Such kitchen shuffling. Still a work in progress. (EDIT FEB ‘24..Done!)My mom getting me an instant pot has massively helped me given my inability historically and now especially to stand long at the stovetop. Need to take updated pics and add to this. Also, I am relearning how to cook via food scale using mostly metric, for ease, fewer dishes, and nutrition calculations. Thanks to King Arthur Flour recipes for encouraging this. I am relearning how to calculate the servings/nutrition on my own recipes and all recipes once again (one day I won’t have to Google nutrition on 3oz raw “x” every time). I did this from 2017-2020 (post severe food allergies + ingredient label checking drama, PICU, hospital) as per my illness and appetite never existed, and I was scared I’d accidentally lose weight and almost die again. Then in 2020 I just became major sicker, unable to eat enough for a normal creature to live, started gaining weight, then the celiac train wreck began. So all this nutrition content stuff is major Deja Vu.
Sometime in December? We found out I got approved for Medicaid , and now it appears to be because the US government has officially accepted that I am disabled/useless in working society. I am so grateful and honestly cannot believe it. It seems like I may not have to show up in virtual SSI court in March now for the disability lawyer to “prove I’m disabled” from showing my medical records that the government already has. (EDIT FEB ‘24: Virtual court date is a day after my b-day, perhaps I can control symptoms enough to eat cheesecake & take sickness a day prior if I completely dehydrate, haha? Yolo or no? )
So in December the try for local primary ensued. My mom is doing all the paper and scheduling work as usual (cannot Adult). I went to one nice doctor on December 7, broke down crying weirdly over my situation (normally numb to the chronic near death experiences). She was amazing, but couldn’t accept me-I needed an internal Med-Ped doctor to “accept my case” as I was “too medically complex”. Mom’s Hunt ensued, I got an appt. in the UNC based local system that linked with mychart & their better ER 30 mins away.
I went to their ER for labs/my chronic emergency level fluid loss and malnutrition on Dec 13, like: “hi I have no primary care yet please help.”
That was useful, hadn’t had labs since September. They’re all rough as one would expect, but I’m managing to keep my electrolytes acceptable with salt cravings, bullion and lemon water.
Basically: The internal primary care appt. Finally came! It was, to my horror- a male doctor. I vowed to never have another given a few terrible experiences with them due to my age, gender and being underweight (as if I chose this nightmare-then I blame myself for it, though it’s not something I can control/fix.). which had been up a full day prior so was very out of it. The ER labs were useful for them, too. The intern doctor had an intern too, who was very nice and shockingly interested in my load of recent medical notes and since July daily recording diary of my food fluid, med and intake and vitals timebook. The book I made out of desperation trying to figure this out or find someone who could. Shockingly, they gave good advice and accepted my case! They understood Ehlers-Danlos, amazingly. They asked what I wanted to start on, I begged for help on eating and drinking. He said the human body can process ~20g protein per two hours for muscle building/retaining, and with my weight & intake tolerance being so low I definitely had muscle wasting (I, who only ate 4 slices broth and bread daily-for over two years while desperately waiting on Duke GI doctors to figure out this wasn’t celiac and why food made me so sick). Apparently ill & old people die from bowel necrosis due to muscle wasting in situations like mine. No other doctor ever mentioned lacking protein or muscle wasting making everything worse. Duke doctors gave no aid aside from “I can send you to a dietician if you’d like it”-as if generic advice would aid the unmanageable food reactions. Also, male Dr was awesome not a nightmare. AWESOME. He saw my real actual email which literally contains Sarasbabyducks given my past pets, and he saw that& was like EPIC I RAISED RUNNERS, what breed did you have? Beautiful carcincle Muscovy, Ancona and Pekin were so loved by wee me. Given struggling to verbally communicate my mom also 2nd visit was like “we think she’s autistic- and my doctor IS FORMALLY DIAGNOSED and told me this!? I also found his IG sand apparently is into alternate herbal things & didn’t roast us for desparate experimenting!
The new doctors don’t know why my glucose is crazy high, and said I was allowed to try carbs with the high protein and see what happens/monitor it.They also bumped the UNC endocrinologist referral up for Carcinoid/NET tumor/possible atypical diabetes and scheduled a six week later progress check-this is unheard of in my life to have ongoing medical follow up, help, or doctors who genuinely care if I live or die. I am so grateful.
I also got clearance on my plan to eat YUMMY HOLIDAY FOODs during Christmas week when my bro came and not monitor vitals/anything! So prior to bro visit, I embarked (cautiously so Christmas plans wouldn’t be ruined by me being sicker) eating at least 20g x3 daily and increasing my foods/trying some fruits/vegetables I normally get hyperglycemic from. Shockingly my glucose and GI episodes improved some. It’s so hard initially to learn how much protein’s in what. Then Christmas! The so longed for first real family Christmas in the new old home, fully renovated! Bro came a day later than hoped (traffic), but made it on Xmas eve night! I’ll later blog of it! On Xmas week I tried to eat all the yummy foods unrecorded, mostly! It was a delicious disaster haha. Been Still recording glucose x3 daily, but thankfully not fluids or blood pressure now. That was tons of exhausting work, especially when barely functioning already. Getting back to the protein!...
This concludes the illness fog written content mostly from goodness knows when! Free to frolic on to editing the somewhat later project photos as a hopeful attempt to reawaken my brain from months of hours-daily medical meltdown endurance without local care access. Grateful to be in this beautiful world, for my mom, Medicaid approval, new Internal Med doctors, and the few pretend friends who perhaps, for some reason, are kind enough to read the ramblings of a happy hermit, sick lunatic.
This is where I stopped writing, haha.
Current tiny update February ‘24, I’ll fill in gaps later if I get the chance!: Jan. 2 I started some alternative herbs and medications my mom had been considering, given doctors not helping and time running out .Things supported by scientific papers and research, a hopeful cure if carcinoid tumor/pancreatic cancer. 3 herbal pills and 2 fluid meds. My glucose at least is starting to markedly stabilize (FEB update)! Supposing it’s the combined CBD, my DIY-not-to-die plaquenil, tumeric and berberine along with the other high powered liquid thing? The hours of horror fluid loss GI wise are harder to survive as I’m trying to eat more-some days I got in 1000 calories-a miracle for me. I was in the new awesome UNC ER again Jan 13? after eating in a restaurant for the first time in 6 years-a glorious event for me to leave the home at all! For a funeral of my honorary granny. Backed up to my ribs despite chronic fluid loss-surprising and why it’s like glass shards in ribs when eating or drinking often. I’ve been out of it since and barely able to eat given my GI being badly broken, now require a new old people med device to somewhat more safely stay home alone, but now, mid Feb, feel like I’m coming out of the fog. No regrets, the restaurant was delicious! And now I’ve local GI care from UNC helping & as I write this current bit I’m leaving for my first combined colonoscopy & EGD done simultaneously later today. 6? EDG & enteroscopies and one colonoscopy at Duke from 2021-23. Issues found but no helping. Hoping they aren’t scared to fully sedate me here, haha. That only other 2022 Duke colonoscopy..Then the guy just blamed me for being too skinny, and was unable to find anything structurally, not being able to complete the procedure fully. I was half conscious and in pain screaming, when supposed to be all out anesthesia’d. Extra fentanyl this fine day of February, please! Also weirdly, my parent's equitabled distribution disaster was precisely 1 year ago today-When DVPO exdad dumped all my old & future medical bills on my former homeschool medical mom & attempted to take everything, almost suceeding after we were forced to flee homeless in 2022 to survive him. No support financially, what is mythical alimony and good lawyers? My mom having horrible mental breakdowns. Why exdad. I almost wheeled then walked out into traffic after this, no one in my life has ever made me feel more worthless and like a burden for breathing the air. How can one cope with being a burden to their own mother? This was post Jan 2023 no-med care post stroke when I could barely move, drink, swallow, eat or talk. Home alone surviving on the couch with a pencil in my hand giving me the will to try to “live to give, live to love” in little ways-if nothing more on earth I could say for.
Turns out I'm not real
Just something you paid for
What was I made for?
But somehow, we stuck together and smiled after the storm. So grateful she got her mother's ex-puppymill and land, a little lumpsum, and we have blessed freedom!
Anyway, tis all my bitty remaining brain cell can summon at the moment! Life is honestly improving so rapidly this year it’s dizzying! Being able to even blog a bit (even if a bit off-balance) is proof of this! local good drs, hope to survive/cure the one thing, getting to often enjoy family meals with my mom-never allowed historically ( medical and family toxicity situations), finally finishing the few leftover home renovations, the first year she’s fully divorced finally and mostly financially in an area of safety! I’ve dubbed it the year of (my mom’s) Julie’s Jubilee with laughable glee! And I’ve given the home and acres around it a loving dub of “Misfit Meadows” I am indeed making a sign for our front room, haha! So weird to be allowed to be in a home so happy!
I absolutely apologize/will edit if it’s not allowed to be so real here, or if this content isn’t BZP friendly. And for photo embed fail pleasehelp? I have no perspective on what it's like to live as an ordinary person or how rules apply here. ‘Appy impaired unaware alien here. Virtual hugs to all, tis all! Missed blogging in the BZP beauty where I can be a misfit with so few openly judging me for the fairytale ramblings, thanks to all thee!
"Think I forgot how to be happy...
..something I can be!"
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I became a member of this wonderful website.
9 years.
I feel old.
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My Itunes Library
Music:
1) White & Nerdy - "Weird Al" Yankovic
2) Canadian cool dude - "Weird Al" Yankovic
3) Weasel Stomping Day - "Weird Al" Yankovic
4) Candy Shop - 50 Cent
5) Emo Kid - Adam and Andrew
6) Lonely - Akon
7) Bananza - Akon
8) Chain of Fools - Aretha Franklin
9) Chemical Drag - Astronaut
10) Cryin' Out Loud - Astronaut
11) Julia 84 - Astronaut
12) Girlfriend - Avril Lavigne
13) Copacabana - Barry Manilow
14) Stayin' Alive - The Bee Gees
15) Stand By Me - Ben E. King
16) Check On It - Beyoncé
17) Naughty Girl - Beyoncé
18) Beautiful Liar - Beyoncé & Shakira
19) Red Flag - Billy Talent
20) Let's Get It Started - Black Eyed Peas
21) My Humps - Black Eyed Peas
22) Three Fingers - Buckethead & Saul Williams
23) Mustang Sally - Buddy Guy
24) What The World Needs Now Is Love - Burt Bacharach
25) Everytime We Touch - CASCADA
26) Switchback - Celldweller
27) Ridin' - Chamillionare & Krayzie Bone
28) Hello Zepp - Charlie Clouser
29) Don't Forget The Rules - Charlie Clouser
30) Rib Caged - Charlie Clouser
31) Shithole - Charlie Clouser
32) The Final Test - Charlie Clouser
33) Creeping In My Soul - Christine Lorentzen
34) Battlefield - Cirque du Soleil
35) Theme from "Six Feet Under" - Countdown Singers
36) The Goonies 'R' Good Enough - Cyndi Lauper
37) Breakfast Machine - Danny Elfman
38) Whip It - Devo
39) I Touch Myself - The Divinyls
40) Break On Through - The Doors
41) Light My Fire - The Doors
42) People Are Strange - The Doors
43) Alabama Song - The Doors
44) Hello, I Love You - The Doors
45) L.A. Woman - The Doors
46) Peace Frog - The Doors
47) Boogie Wonderland - Earth, Wind & Fire
48) Mr. Slue Sky - ELO
49) Livin' Thing - ELO
50) Going Under - Evanscence
51) Fat Kat - F.A.K.T.
52) Theme From "Family Guy" - Family Guy
53) Fergalicious - Fergie
54) Glamorous - Fergie
55) London Bridge - Fergie
56) Fully Alive - Flyleaf
57) Cassie - Flyleaf
58) Red Sam - Flyleaf
59) Breathe Today - Flyleaf
60) I'm So Sick (EP Version) - Flyleaf
61) Fully Alive (EP Version) - Flyleaf
62) Breathe Today (EP Version) - Flyleaf
63) I'm Sorry (EP Version) - Flyleaf
64) Cassie (EP Version) - Flyleaf
65) Much Like Falling (EP Version) - Flyleaf
66) That's Life - Frank Sinatra
67) Ooh La La - Goldfrapp
68) Hoist The Colours - Hans Zimmer
69) Day-O - Harry Belefonte
70) The Cloak Theme Song - Jason Steele
71) The Afterlife is France - Jason Steele
72) Hard Knock Life - Jay-Z
73) Egyptian Magician - The Jerky Boys
74) Firecracker Mishap - The Jerky Boys
75) Terrorist Pizza - The Jerky Boys
76) Bird Feed - The Jerky Boys
77) Hot Pockets - Jim Gaffigan
78) Theme From "Halloween" - John Carpenter
79) Waiting On The World To Change - John Mayer
80) Slow Dancing In A Burning Room - John Mayer
81) Anakin vs. Obi-Wan - John Williams
82) Jedi Rocks - John Williams
83) Ring of Fire - Johnny Cash
84) Milkshake - Kelis
85) I Like To Move It - King Julien
86) The Candy Cave (Knox Remix) - Knox
87) Blue Hands - Knox
88) Animals - Knox
89) Crocky - Knox
90) Door Stealer - Knox
91) Foil Hat - Knox
92) How - Knox
93) I Have An Apple - Knox
94) Magnetic Hero - Knox
95) Mean - Knox
96) Mechanical Elephant - Knox
97) Race Car Fantasy - Knox
98) R080T1C - Knox (ACTUAL TITLE)
99) Secret Man - Knox
100) Stink Bug - Knox
101) Tinker Man - Knox
102) The Tiny Man Song - Knox
103) Treeday - Knox
104) I'm So Strong - Knox
105) Talking Drum Madness - Knox & Jason Steele
106) Penguins (In My Hair) - Knox
107) Yellow Book - Knox
108) Twenty-Four Eleven - Knox
109) Smoke, Smoke, Smoke That Cigarette - Leroy Van Dike
110) The Candy Cave - The Letter Y
111) In The End - Linkin Park
112) Ohmygodimonfire - Logan Whitehurst
113) California Dreamin' - The Mamas & The Papas
114) Monday, Monday - The Mamas & The Papas
115) I Saw Her Again - The Mamas & The Papas
116) Creeque Alley - The Mamas & The Papas
117) Glad To Be Unhappy - The Mamas & The Papas
118) Anywhere But Here - Man on Earth
119) Grow - Man on Earth
120) Lackluser - Man on Earth
121) It Feels Like... - Man on Earth
122) Irresponsible Hate Anthem - Marilyn Manson
123) The Beautiful People - Marilyn Manson
124) Heart-Shaped Glasses - Marilyn Manson
125) mOBSCENE - Marilyn Manson
126) (s)AINT - Marilyn Manson
127) Disposable Teens - Marilyn Manson
128) The Hate Song - Marilyn Manson
129) Personal Jesus - Marilyn Manson
130) Tained Love - Marilyn Manson
131) This is The New ###### - Marilyn Manson
132) The Dope show - Marilyn Manson
133) Sweet Dreams (Are Made of This) - Marilyn Manson
134) Family Affair - Mary J. Blige
135) Lapti Nek - Max Rebo Band
136) Forget To Remember - Mudvayne
137) These Boots Are Made For Walkin' - Nancy Sinatra
138) Promiscuous - Nelly Futardo & Timbaland
139) If Everyone Cared - Nickelback
140) If You Were Gay - Avenue Q
141) Stupid Girls - P!nk
142) Get The Party Started - P!nk
143) Sleepers, Wake - Bach
144) Toma - Pitbull & Lil' Jon
145) Infra-Red - Placebo
146) At The Rave Inn - Pram Maven
147) I'm Gonna Be (500 Miles) - The Proclaimers
148) Dani California - Red Hot Chili Peppers
149) Ride Of The Valkries - Richard Wagner
150) Eyes - Rogue Wave
151) Paint It Black (Live) - The Rolling Stones
152) Remind Me - Röyksopp
153) Push It - Salt-N-Pepa
154) Love Song - Sara Bareilles
155) Breathe Me - Sia
156) I Got You Babe - Sonny & Cher
157) Stewie's Sexy Party - Stewie Griffin
158) Burnin' In The Third Degree - Tryanglz
159) Photoplay - Tryanglz
160) You Can't Do That - Tryanglz
161) The Night The Lights Went Out In Georgia
Movies:
1) Saw II ®
2) The Shaggy Dog (PG)
TV Shows: (TV Shows sorted by Episode #)
* Heroes:
1) Genesis
2) Don't Look Back
3) One Giant Leap
4) Collision
5) Hiros
6) Better Halves
7) Nothing To Hide
8) Seven Minutes to Midnight
9) Homecoming
10) Six Months Ago
11) Fallout
12) Godsend
16) Unexpected
18) Parasite
20) Five Years Gone
* Robot Chicken:
1) Midnight Snack
2) Toyz In The Hood
7) Vegetable Funfest
10) The Deep End
17) S&M Present
2) Federated Resources
* South Park:
5) Fantastic Easter Special
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Woah Nelly.
So this is the new site design, eh? I have to say it's not what I expected, but I'll have to deal with it.
I just came here to stop by, I'm not considering doing anything special or important.
Also uh
What does the spinning Rahkshi head mean again.
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Olympics
You know, on par, I think the closing ceremony was a little more barking mad than the opening one. I think when you have Eric Idle dressed like something from Captain Scarlet pretending to try to dance with a group of bhangra performers who just swamped a stage previously occupied by a bunch of line-dancing Romans, you have topped giant inflatable Voldemort being attacked by an army of Mary Poppins
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My Blog Is Back!
-[July 11, 2009]-
My blog is back! And my fingers are killing me.
I'm moving to the US, and today I had to take apart all my Bionicle sets, so of course my hands are full of dents
I'll be writing entries regularly now.
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Leaving Bzp
it may be temporary but maybe permanent. I will check around 1 or 2 times per month due to lack of time. Too much school ><. And besides Im no longer having as much thinking as before. so bye until then.
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Guten Tag
Sorry for the lack of activity on my part. I've been...well, here's a list.
-Taking an interest in airsoft! I have a Double Eagles L96 with an NC Star 3x9-50E sporting scope
-Sent to a stationary death march (aka Marching Band camp)
-Playing Fallout 3 (creepy and profanic but addicting)
-Entertaining my cousin who lives in St. Paul but visits every summer
So, if anyone reads this, leave a list of what you've been doing lately.
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eagle project
yeah so I'm emailing people back who wanted to help me with my eagle project and wondering whether they'll judge me for doing so at 2:30 in the morning and also a couple weeks after most of them sent them
(in case anyone's wondering I'm doing genealogy indexing which is basically putting photographed census records and draft cards and stuff into a searchable database so people can look up their family history and stuff, and also I have until november before I turn 18 so I have to hurry since I want to index 10,000 names. don't worry guys I have a friend who did 15k and he finished in time)
why did I come to bzp to post about this the world may never know
if I do get my eagle it'll definitely be after my premier membership runs out though because I have a month left I think so I won't be able to tell you guys about it here
edit: holy cow there isn't autocapitalization???????????????????
bzpower is looking pretty fancy
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Shards Of Alara
Well, for those of you who play Magic: The Gathering on any level other then casual, the Shards of Alara pre-release is coming up this weekend, and although it's not a super-powerful looking set, I'm still super-psyched. This is my first pre-release due to my location in texas not being particularly close to where they did hold the big pre-releases; and that segways to the issue of there not being any more traditional pre-releases. Although I've never personally been to one, I can really see there universal appeal to the crowd that does go to these massive events, playing in three to five events and just having an overall good time with a thousand other player. But there's another side to this; as a player whose never actually been to a pre-release, I'm quite excited at the fact that I'll be able to participate. I do think that the big pre-release's should return though, perhaps not at such a high level though, if an event drew half as many people as a regular pre-release, but there were more of them spread out over a larger area, I think it would be better for everyone.
Anyway, I've been reading up on the spoiler, and I've found a few things I'd be pretty happy to open at the pre-release (Aside from the obvious, IE: Any Mythic.)
» Click to show Spoiler - click again to hide... «Ooze garden + Unearth: I wish that unearth would show up in more of junds colors, cause this has so much potential, it makes me sad that they're putting the shard restrictions on the pre-releases.Exalted: This one is sort of obvious, but I think opening a strong enough exalted base in your sealed pool could lead to a deck that would just beat face at your tournament.
Pseudo Affinity: Although it would require a very artifact heavy sealed pool, I think this may be one of alaras strongest limited deck types Etherium Sculptor would be an absolute must though.
Ad nauseam: Hmm... certainly intriguing.
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Set update 12/3/2012
Today I bought the "Batwing Battle Over Gotham City" set. I'm planning on keeping a few of the pieces and minifigures, but I plan on selling the rest of the pieces. I'm not that interested in the vehicles since they just don't look that flattering to me.
Hopefully I can make some kind of model with the minifigs.
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Last Entry, I Think.
...Yeah.
I guess you can imagine the band preforming or something.
Also, out of pure boredom, I made TDI edits of Yumi and William from Code Lyoko.
Not really great, but thought I'd do something with them now that I made them.
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SLEEPYTIMES!
ME AM TAKE NAP NOW!
BUNNYMANS BETTER NOT TRY TO ESCAPE OR DEFEAT ME!
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